so we had training today. but first off, let me introduce my friday. i think its was fine. we had oral practice during english , a bra topis during SS with ms ng and half way, ms wang came in and we all couldnt understand her beacuse firstly, she was talking o so softly,secondly talking so slowly compared to ms ng [ cuz we're all use to ms ng] and fianlly, her damn dresscode. we were laughing about it. anyways , refraction of rays n=sini/sinr [: [man im good haha ! (: ] during phyiscs , filing during emath , and some talk about gidians or something during assemble. i fell asleep. heheh. waited untill 230 with tkl and vk for thier training to start and than went to sit with the juniors while waiting for 3 to come. we ran, did ball handling and hmm, gamed for pretty long. i think i can shoot [: haha. i had training the non team sec ones. its horrible. why?! came home, had dinner and than went out to meet toh, alyss and audewy for dessert. heheh. and im still in a delima. what to get for a 29 yr old for a birthday gift? something useful not crappy ,but not too useful either. its hard when u dont think like a 29 yr old. o no, when i arent a 29 yr old. thats pretty old. on physics common test is her birthday. now issint she lucky shes not studying? i need advice from a 29 yr old la. -.-

mayday: 天使

你就是我的天使 保护著我的天使 从此我再没有忧伤
你就是我的天使 给我快乐的天使 甚至我学会了飞翔

飞过人间的无常 才懂爱才是宝藏
不管世界变得怎么样 只要有你就会是天堂

像孩子依赖著肩膀 像眼泪依赖著脸庞
你就像天使一样 给我依赖 给我力量

像诗人依赖著月亮 像海豚依赖海洋
你是天使 你是天使
你是我最初和最后的天堂

i love this song. hitsugaya too ! [:

I LOVE THURSDAYS! i have i told u that? i think i have (:
they rock! espicially last thursday and this thursday. [: physics was so fun today ! me , tkl , cher and audrey were arguing about the answer and i randomly jumped and said 20˙ la. that was so off. emath is so fun ! sat next to alyss adnd i was showing her how to draw xiao ding dang la. haha! [: im in love wotht the song tian shi by mayday. i need that song ! ahh! NI SHI TIAN SHI. WO AI TIAN SHI !

I LOVE THURSDAYS! i have i told u that? i think i have (:
they rock! espicially last thursday and this thursday. [: physics was so fun today ! me , tkl , cher and audrey were arguing about the answer and i randomly jumped and said 20˙ la. that was so off. emath is so fun ! sat next to alyss adnd i was showing her how to draw xiao ding dang la. haha! [: im in love wotht the song tian shi by mayday. i need that song ! ahh! NI SHI TIAN SHI. WO AI TIAN SHI !

wednesdays are such long days. really really long. we had contact time follwed by chinese , emath , geog , english and POA.
and we had to do some survey and mine was all 1 [ no stress] . its not that i have that i dont care attitude, its just that i really sont have any stree. like i said i know how to realese them (: owell. i love thursdays. last thursday in particular [: so im looking forward to tomorrow. we're not having cell tomorrow :( so it saddens me . anyhows, i had fun today. and audrey tried to block me from seeing 961. idiot . and audrey can only say wors like baka in jap. so cheapskate cuz she claims that she loves japan. HARHAR not funny lor. at least i know some stuff like toushou and all la. bleach stuff [: audrey, dont forget my hitsugaya toushirou's figurine okie? haha

so they say being rich is so good! i beg to differ. although it really is a matter of how u look at a person and ur defination. it depends on the way u act. some people really just lay low , unlike some who flaunt thier richness. i have no idea why im talking about this.
MS LING! FASTER GET WELL SOON ! [:

LEEANNE ANG SHI ERN IS INSANE [:

taday, we had PE and poor shirleen's leg something wrong she had to sit on a wheelchair.POA, mrs khor didnt come again so we had a worksheet to do.. chemistry ,i have to say that i dont enjoy chemistry. i dont get her. im gonna fail chem la. physics was a free period. but i got to say, it was pretty boring during that period if time and we'll i think physics is quite fun la. haha.emaths was okie cuz we were learning geometry and we learnt it during physics already. long ago. haha. we ordered macs and my not so good day was became a okie day. we were talking about - - - s la. what atopic. haha.
BIG FONTS MAKE ME AND VK HAPPY PEOPLE! (: audrey tan has a damn big mouth man !
u know what? ive been getting this alot recently. 'u crazy ah?' YES, I AM. im nuts. ms ling thinks im nuts because i hang around with people older. [MUCH MUCH OLDER]. i dont think im a people kind of person. nope . i cant stand it when im like with someone and she goes around helloing or people saying hello to her. i find that pretty annoying. and whats with the stares la.
LEEANNE ANG SHI ERN IS INSANE. i guess i dont have stress. i find myself pretty carefree.
are u felig really stressed up? do u think u cant take it anymore? think ur just gonna burst? come look for me! i assure u that u wont be after that. (: really.


HELLO LAME LING ! (:

today, there was the talk about EMO kids. and she said something like' do u mix around with people of the same maturity as you?' or something like that and i laughed. haha. ms lings says im weird becasue i dont have many good freinds in the same age/maturity? as me so yeah. i weird. whos the werider one ah? anyhows, mrs khor didnt turn up for POA today and we cant do question 1. o well. i laughed alot duing chem cuz of the 2004 yr book. HAHAHA! and YES, i , unlike ms ling can multi-task so if ms lim thought i wasnt, HAH! i aswer her question lor. o! i think in 2 yrs, today [260307] ms ng didnt come. wah! so cool la. and today alot of people PMSed . i think cuz it rain. i like the rain. i enjoy the comapany of rain. i think its alot better than people's company is it not? SS was once again enjoyable . [ thank GOD we changed SS teachers]. we did some very challenging questions during emath. english was fine cuz we were playing in the space and look what tkl did to shirleens hair la.! MRT, :(. theres PE tomorrow. and i guess that it issnt a phobia , just something i need to get over. NONONO, leeanne hasnt found her phobia yet.
ms lings question for the previous week' will it glorify God?'
whats next?
o look at the time? looks whos the nocturnal shit. and maybe i was wrong. but she does lead a very comfortable life although she dosent make tonnes of money but hey, shes doing nothing for something la. but is it true? owell, bet her __________________ . i didnt know she went to bali la. i wanted to go there. i NEED to go to the beach. so many things to do, so little time.

_____ doesnt change a person. just look at it, yes? look carefully. and i think this issnt making sense. must u know everything? i dont think so. even it ur that [ ] close to me.i beg to differ, i really do. dont assume, clarify.


PEOPLE!! AUDREY TAN MEI SHAN IS A SMS WASTER!

hey hey ! for all those doraemon fanatics like myself, i came across this web page on an animation on drawing doraemon. here is its !
how to draw doraemon

its sunday today and it was super slack except for the fact that i did my physics homework. i watched bleach and doraemon just now and people came. nic is retarded la. my dear 5 yr old niece keeps going 'are u serious?'
[1]
me: eh nic ! i got doraemon song leh!
nic: are u serious?
me: ya!
nic: ooo
me: eh know who doraemon is meh?
nic: ya. xiao ting dang!
me: who teach u one? xiao gu issint?
nic: yah. heheh.
[2]
rae: eh! nic got new boyfriend leh!
me: really? who?
rae:joshua
me:nic ! u got new boyfriend? so fast?
nic:his not my boyfriend
me: dont bluff la. or u still with shaun ah?
nic: no . his not my boyfriend
me: o so its joshua la?
nic: no. its not okie-
me: o ! i know who ! shaojie !
nic: no okie
me: dont bluff la. i heard u always look for him hor
nic: no! is he look for me one lor.

i think interacting with nicole is fun. she doesnt really speak like a 5 yr old.anyways, she is so darn possesive over natania la. like comeon ! even i wasnt that possesive over rae la. o . ive decided to buy a huge robotic xiao ting dang. !! maybe a PS2. hmm. loads of things to buy (: shit shit shit ! ive got so many damn things to play with la. get over it leeanne ang ! ugh! NO NO NO. damnit you've got to study la! stop it !

get over the fact that you ________________ la.
wahliao.

tuesday-
mr choo didnt turn up fpr PE and me and tkl we so looking forward for PE la. physics physics physics. ive got to talk really really slowly when i ask ms ng quesions la. i was asking her something but i bet she didnt understand and when i was done asking she was like ' what talking you la?' . -.- wahliao-

wednesday-
we had to do our geog. project on wed.i thought we had gone out of point and it might have been a little crappy but, we werent out of point and in fact we got 14/15. hows that? we had 3periods of english. wahliao! but audrey was sitting on the floor talking to me so it wasnt that bad. i guess i had a misconception about POA. it issint that bad. it was the teacher.

thursday-
when it comes to english hour, our class sucks alot. me audrey and shirleen when up la. ms wang came in during SS. why?! than came physics again. it was fun (:
shu: eh ms ng ! look at the clock and dustbin!'
ms ng: why?
shu: its new !
ms ng: o ! who buy one?
shu: tkl ,lee and shu
ms ng: o really ah? how much ? need me to pay you anot?
shu: no need la
ms ng: o so nice! so ur reward would be no test
lee and shu:wahliao ! ms ng ! i study already you know! wahh!
ms ng: o ur want test ah? okie lor. take out a piece of paper.
she ' shuo hua really shuan hua' one la ! so we had the test and it was only on drawing. can u belive it? and i spent the night studying la. wahliao ! waste my sleep time -.-

friday-
we got scolded first thing in the morning. wahliao! spoil my day. luckily i got the doraemon and i though of it and became happy. SS. so our new teacher is ms susan ng. so we've got 2 ms ngs. and our class is definatly going to ms ng alot la. just that day, some people called ms wang , ms lee, ms chan - ms ng. and that was when we had 1 ms ng. now we have 2. whats gonna happen? anyhows, i finally found someone who talkis the same speed as me ! ms ng ! HAHA! so cool.
audrey:er.. ms ng. can u speak slower.?
ms ng: er.. can u listen faster?
HAHA! i should have said that to ms ling man! yah. i found her lesson interseting cuz you've got to catch what she says and she goes quite fast (: heheh. physics again . today was fine as well. she DIDNT PMS. yays ! and we we're doing the relfection thingy. and there was one diagram she drew on the board and said that it looks complicated and didnt want anyone to erase it ans wanted us to ask ms chan if she knew how to draw it . and u know what i concluded? shes as lame as ms ling . lame ling. hahah assembly was.. er. okie la. went to kallang. juniors nationals game against CHIJ SJC and won at 36-18 (: go juniors. i think trina and sylvia played really well today. anyways,i went back to school to meet tkl toh alyss auds and ms ling for dinner. went to penang cuz thai was pack. we enjoyed dinner. [a series of events happened] and now im home. (:

its beige ! no! its red ! nope ! its PINK !

i oficially have the mondy blues. 4 periods of english on mondays. thats equvilent to 2 hrs of none stop english ! tell me, how can anyone take that? we've changed our chemistry , english , social studies and POA teacher to ms lim , mrs toh , [noidea] and mrs khor respectively. so glad we didnt change EMATH ! teacher cuz ms chans so nice ! (: that english teachers damn weird,sh.e goes SHHH!!! and its louder than her speech but im glad shes not as sarcastic as that mrs rao la. i think i prefer ms lee to ms lim. shes alittle soft but i gues shes nice. FINALLY. we changed our damn POA teacher. so glad. although i dont think i'd like her but i dont think i'll fail so we're are still stuck with ms chan ! yay! shes so nice ! (: mr choo , ms ng , mdm aziza and the chinese lao shi whom kok my head. wahliao. -.- i dont think i'll fail POA again. after changing to a much more understandable teacher, yeah. i will past chinese this term. IWILL (: so im hoping to pass everything this time and having a much better grade in combine science. [wahliao. i think its chem la] must beat howe ! GRAO ! i wanna go sentosa again. luging and playing beach volleyball and swimming in the sea. o yeah. my injury's pink. after that thingy came off [well,part of it] yeah i feel like a salmon. im PINK on the inside. I NEED TO STUDY BECAUSE MIDYEARS IN 5-6 WEEKS DAMNIT. i bought bleach name sticker thingy today.
theres PE tomorrow ! but im not sure if i can run. darn. theres chinese , chem EMATH ! and physics. PLEASE LA dont scold us. damn i hope the class brings thier report slip tomorrow or she'll definately scold us again. i hope she dosent though . this morning was so embarassing. i brought the dustbin we bought for the class and a clock. wahliao so paiseh can !

' o my love, please dont cry, i'll wash my bloody hands and we'll start anew life.'

all my possesions is loved.
my soul and heart is loved.
you and i are loved. are we not?

im torn between nokia's N76 which by the way hasnt come out yet and sony ericssons K800i.

N76-
+flip phone
+2 mega pixel camera
+music
+28MB[ internal memory]
+512 MB micro SD i think.



K800i
+monoblock [slide camera]
+3.2 mega pixel camera
+camera and music
+64 MB[internal memory]
+1 GB memory stick

yeah i think N76 is stlyish and and i havent had a very style phone for a long time. never had a flip. but looking at it like this, obviously K800i is a better catch but comon! so if N76 issit coming out to singapore, i think i'll get the cyber shot.
check out the simulated cybershot!
its fun (:

the front and sleeve.


the back


the text and big sun

so me audrey and trixie studied in school . and lame/biase/mean ling said ' wah! first time i see u study leh! ' wahliao! she pig l! i got study lor ! im a good girl . anyhows, me vk and auds went for dinner and we went to coro and thought about the shirt. here the rough plan. minus the with parts, i think itd not made. imagine ppl, IMAGINE.

what would you do if u only had half a year of life left? would you go about doing ur regular stuff , or would you go all out to do all the things that you havent done and want to do it? 'life is a series of pulls back and forth.you want to do one thing but your bound to do something else. something hurts you, yet you know it should'nt. you take certain things for granted ,even when you know you should never take anything for granted.' thats human beings for you. i think i would not go out of the way to make the remaining time of my like on earth something different from what it is. i guess even though ive only got half a year of life left, i'd still continue going to school , going for tuitions and doing all those things i always did. going all out to do things i want to or was my [so far] life dream? nope. im reading tuesdays with morrie and i think that morrie is a really very optimistic person. knowing that everything is failing him, he still acts so carefree , happy , easy going. he does the thing that he can and dosent go all out to do something that deems him well, 'not him'. whats life? whats death? death. does it scare the shit outta you? do you accept it when you're faced with death? would you accept it? ocomon ! it'll come sooner or later. even if you start eating a gazillion vitamins, would it secure your life forever? would you live forever? do you even want to live forever? i guess it is very very true [ well, in my case .. VERY] that we do take things for granted even though we know we should never ever take things for granted. what would happen if one of ur beloveds left you? im guessing that you'd mourn over the death of that someone and than what? die with ur beloved? or carry on with your usual? if im not wrong people would have this gloomy dark place with skulls all over pictured at the mention of death but why do i have a picture of a really bright place, with flowers and trees and yes, SUN. (:

DEATH, is INEVITABLE people.

the white spec-ers. (:

waited for HALF AN HOUR for my dear tkl. my ear hones were busted so i was bored to death. but she fixed my MSN so were quits now. anyhows, meet her ad audrey and went to cosy corner to have our lunch. meet trixie and then departed for my house. we played and cheryl koh came over. i think our geog project was a success. anyways,it was really fun . we had loads of fun. ordered pizza. $36.65 haha! o ! i was so surprise that the ice cream uncle came by! we had ice cream ! our pizza came and we ate at the gazibo and i suddenly felt like i was in hawaii while eating the pizza. ? yeah no idea. so ck and tkl went home first. me audrey snd yeo came up and started playing with my photo booth cam la. haha ! so funny and they left. o yes ! i bought new slippers. black glossy birks. haha. o! i saw the bleach game 75++ fug la. ive gotta start saving like shit.


SUNDAY !
we went sentosa yesterday ! ah! had so much fun la ! (: but so sad ! we didnt manage to see ms ling although audrey said that she went to sentosa la. SAD ! :( anyhows , we met so many GBers there ! ((: haha. o we saw ms ng. she so loner. sitting there reading. haha.! she says rae dosent look like me. really meh?i thought we looked quite alike leh. we tried to caatch fish but didnt manage to . ;( so we went to say our byes and proceeded to the luging area but had to pass the place were the ppl were and amelia was wet but she hugged me. eeyyeerr! anyways, THE LUGE ROCKED! cheryl was so ku ku la ! she banged and than couldt move and all. going fast rocks. so ive decided to go sentosa again when my legs better so i can swim and so STUFF. like beach volleyball on a weekday la. not so many ppl (: yayS ! i know that SOME CERTAIN PERSON cant swim hor ? whahah! u better make sure ur not near me near a pool of water wor ! (: muahaha!

so i wet online looking for some bleach stuff and came across this quiz. yeah the spellings a little off but i guess its not that bad la. my boyfriends kurosaki ichigo! haha. fuuny
whos ur bleach boyfriend?

okie so ive watched bleach until episode 35 and i think that hitsugayas hair is damnit cool. ! its like yo yo to the max la! ichigis hair quite yoyo also but whos got better hair? rate it on the tag board okie? and ive got a new love. bleach ! ive stop deathnote but i think i'll continue this holiday. light ! (:
'spirits are always with you! buwahahaha!!'


hitsugaya! omy ! so suai!


this bastards always swearing ah. like me. ops. haha.

yesterday was fine, i guess. i fell. OMGOSH! so super embarassing la! while running 100m i went too far front and fell. and the injury is digusting. will post a picture of it. went bowling with toh alyss raisin tkl audrey vk emma mabel atalia beatrice chyna and nat. haha! so fun but i guess my injury got worst. we arcaded alot and saw bleah figuriens ! ah! so cool! anyways , im having a really bad bad flu and i puked this morning. i guess i didnt drink enough water yesterday and had a super bad headache la. so i slept from the time rae left and came back la. pig. went to see the doctor and then went to school for the meet the parents thing. er.. IM A GOOD GIRL! yay! haha ~ and chinese is super DIFFICULT LA! i failed chinese at 46% and POA at 37% . haiyoh. i got study okie ! i brought back my ke ben , POA text book and EMATH! textbook. i should have just died there and then la. my table is shitting messy. wahliao.


my messy table.


my fugly and painful injury that requires my fugging knee to be bent. ouch.

today was a fine day. except for the fact that i failed my fucking chinese. yes, it was fine. i finished my EMATH test in about 14 minutes. i think i did fucking badly for my term results although i didnt fail 3 or more subjects and when can the fucking ___ _____ change? todays devotion made me think, how would people react if you called tham a bitch? not friendly but, seriously. so i asked about 12 people and only 2 think tha same way as me. i think we're the kind that dont really care cause hey , how'd you expect the whole world to like u ? many of tham wouls get pissed and if some one were to call me a bitch , really , i dont give a damn. o sports day is coming and i aint looking forward to it. 100m dash with hmm, WANDA LOH, lucia, victoria, esther sng, shu and some 2 other people. like i think im so gonna come in last la. HOW? and the new house tee is dusgusting. collar. me? HAHA. but i am looking forward to the progrmmes after sports day though.

24 HOURS aday is NOT enough.
YES, i just realized that i have been wasting money. ive got so many toys. ive got my DS , my yo-yo , my apple , my drums , ive got to watch TV , do homework , watch animes , sleep , go out . HOW? i think i bought the DS on an impulse. the DS was actually for the chiang mai trip only, i bought the yo-yo for the sake of buying it , my apple becase there was a damnit good deal and well , i had my drum set long long ago la but ive got loads of other toys. i but for the sake of buying. whatthefucks wrong with me ?. my tables in a mess and theres physics tomorrow. O NO! raisin loh. haha!

see, night has fallen thus you see me. nocturnal shit. i feel disgusted. anyways i suddenly feel like hearing vic's songs. ans wow his good a superb voice. becasue of SS i had to stand in the 2 physics period. man! how'd she know? anyways i got back my physics test today and when she said some people got zero for her test i thought she was talking about me cause i as talking to alyss and she was looking at me. ! but i got 13.5 and im really proud of it. muahaha! i'd kill myself if i failed physics la. we spent geog discussing about the up coming project. sounds like fun. hehe (: C div. got 2nd for south zone. i think that they played well although sylvia was realy nua but IJ played better. yes but u guys still rocked. B div. got 4th for southzone. you guys are still the best ! B div. raffles and IJ was really really good. REALLY. although SOME CERTAIN people looked really bored and i bet SOMEONE couldnt understand wy it was such a good game huh? hahas. me , vk , emma , beatrice and nat. was walikng aroung like stupid assholes looking for the correct bus stop to go back to schook but took 157 to coro. beatrice me and nat talked i went home for tuition and that freaking physco wants me to get FULLMARKS for tommorws emath CT. ocomeon! its not as if you dont know that im fucking cock eye AND if got calculation error la.
' spirits are all around you ! bwahahaha! '

just watched HELLBOY on HBO. it still rocks. ALOT. (:

' in the absence of light , darkness prevails. ' i like it. ! (:

im fucking nocturnal. i shouldnt be this age. i should be a fucking 24 yr old who goes clubbing ,drinking and pooling all night and than spents her whole damn day sleeping and still make tonnes of money. im absent during the day and prevails in the darkness. whatthefucks wrong with me la. and i cant belive suejeans 19 and doesnt use her age correctly. shes filthy rich yet works from a bloody 9-6 as an admin worker? wahliao. omg woman, enjoy your weekends doing stuff like drinking , pooling and then when i reach 18 you can start bringing me out and when rae reaches 18 i'll bring her into the night life. i cant belive some people just waste their 'youth'[18-29?] working or staying home on weekends. people should be more of a che jaime person . she brings me out (: 'youth' would start from 18 but the ending would always become 1 yr older when some people get a year older. crap. ur 30 next year. wahliao. dont stop partying and bring me out girl ! yeah !

just heard that we're going to handle bar for dinner and well, i aint really glad. i have no freaking idea why we keep going to handle bar with uncle daniel and all. the foods not great its stuffy and gees ! the inside reeks of alchohol and the outside stinks of harleys exhaust. jst read Vks blog and yea, i totally agree with her . we are ALL spoilt brats la. and IF sigapore was anything like africa i think most kids would die. few years ago i met this boy at swimming camp and his so fucking spoilt. he refuses to eat anything except macdonalds. and all of us got so pissed off we just chased him out of camp la. WTF la really, i hope he starves to death . cheryl koh ! haha u man !

little family !

trixie and me !

me.janelle.xiaokoh!

funny

shu.tkl.me

the us.

today was learnin journey and it was fun. i woke up at 0535 to prepare that sandwhich and you know what? buttering bread is actually quite difficult. really. owell. che jaime finally replied about the show and its gonna be aired about 2 weeks later. or maybe 3. hmm. catch me on TV yall ! (: anyways today was fine. was at the singapore river and at first the dude was telling us about some super DUH! stuff la. went to some 38 floors and all. had our break at macs but the few of us went to buy cup noodles from 7-11. spilled that stupid thing on my uniform. after eating peifen and mark zee were filming or something and i told chermaine ' wah! zuo tian shang jin tian ye shang ' haha! she not bad wor. kwak went to ask for peifern and mark's autograph and everyone else did. and ms ng asked why dont want to take her autograph .o! she was sitting next to cheryl koh la! and me and shu were laughing like shit . and we took a picture . ! we took a freaking lot of pictures. class, with all the people and we took with ms chan i none of them was taking by my phone so im waiting for the people to send me the pictures. ill post all of em soon yeah? o ! we saw a super cute super cool xiao ting dang! ! ! ahhhh!!! ILOVEXIAODINGDANG!! (: anyways she very tan bai lor. ask aimin they all to buy the xiao ting dang on teachers day for her la! wahliao ! liddat also can ! then audrey! i want a volleyball haha. !

today rocks alot. first of all. let me do my thank yous. thank you to :
VK
TKL
SHU
AUDREY
AIMIN
SHIRLEEN
ALYSS
MS LING
ESTHER thank you people ! i love you guys ! so anyways today has been a really eventful day . PHYSICS TEST WAS REALLY REALLY HARD. o! meet che jaime and desmond at the thai noodle house filming the 'xia yi zhan chi se me?' and when she saw me she hugged me la. and than desmond was like ' wah! jaime ! ni luan luan bao ren de wor ! ' haha ! than she was like ' se me luan luan bao ren? wo de peng you la! ' haha. anyways havent seen here for the longest time ! so good to see her! played with vk esther and tkl had dinner with them and had cake YUM YUM ! love today alot ! and im gonna be on TV. ! (: loves !
o! today ms ng called me to answer some question and i was like ' pls dont call me ! plss!! ' than she was like 'thirteen ' and my reaction was freaking big la. and she asked something like whats the relationship between time and frequency or something like that than i told shu ' er. friends?' hahh! but i told her i dunno la. she laughed at shu la. what longitudanal or something and shu shu cant pronounce it. HAHA SHU!