and your going through a irritating irritater phase now right? dont bluff ..

see, i told you, people dont usually update because THEY ARE BUSY PEOPLE. such people including the ever hardworking, leeanne ang! :D vk has a problem with me eating teh tarik ice cream every time we go to island creamery. why? i dont know.. the school is so loser-fied. they sent us all home by 830 last friday because the water pipe burst. how stupid. i didnt do anything productive though, sleep . anyway, this particular person is going through this irritating phase right now. issues. o yeah, today was a weird day. i thought she looked like a melting ice cream . in a cone. because her shirt looked like those cone ice cream sort of thing and she was wearing a brown skirt and me and tkl started laughing. stupid tkl suddenly went ' leeanne.( in a stern way) and i thought she heard and wanted to scold me . and thats not the only thing. i forgot to bring my physics workbook and i thought she was going to go through it. scared the shit outta me ! o yeah, during the 5 period POA lesson, i was looking through the JAE book. law and management!! but its at TP and cut off point? 11. thanks la. i was aiming for a 13-15 grade. so much for law and management . 11.. how to get? the lowest for this year sec 5 was 13 i think. crap man. than another one interested me. ngee ann, electronic and computer engineering. 22. i know it looks bad right? 22. but i mean, 11 is sort of impossible and if i can get 13- 15, i can get into electronic and computer engineering, why not? than again, impossible is nothing. right?

law and management ! 11..

Jesus looked at them and said, "With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible."
Matthew 19:26

today issint the best of school days. in fact, it was horrible. chinese was good. i mean im actually learning. yes. :) a new word ' 度 量. ' cool huh? and we were using it the whole day. and all of us are going to lao shi's house on chu san. so fun ! the day started off with ms hoe scolding us for the high absent rate and late coming, got scolded during physics and had 5 freaking periods of bloddy POA but i must say, i actually learnt how to do the cash bank double column thing, and the rest of the time i was playing with play -doh. yes, i need to relive my childhood. mrs koh brought us on a 'fieldtrip' around school and me and trixie were laughing at here cause she looked funny when she was under the umbrella looking for leafs. haha. CME preperation today at trixies place. tamiko wasnt home. darn it. left at 615 and aimin wanted me to meet her in school. there was surprisingly no jam. my prayer was answered! Amen! tomorrows going to be a long day. theres.. physics, emath , english, SS, chem. why cant ms ng teach us SS :( and after school, theres chinese.. INTENSIVE. why did they have to invent mac air? u make me and my macbook look stupid.

i just have one thing that i have to say . 

while waiting for bleach 156 to load, this advertisment was on the top.

i love star world ! it was showing heroes all day long ! but i didnt watch a few episodes. went for tennis in the afternoon . it was hot and i thought that it would have rained. yeah. so anyways, season 2 is next week tuesday on starworld. 9pm :) all thanks to vks intro :D

thank goodness there was only 1 period of emath and physics today,and that vimi didnt come. :) trixie and aimin risked their lives to get my sleeping queen. :D was playing during our free 5 periods. heheh! today was fun ! my best friend! haha! made egg tarts for people today. i shant reveal anything . its a surprise but its really relly good. i think chinese is quite fun cause lao shi's funny, always talking about aimin and shirleen . yes, theres physics and emath again tomorrow. 2 periods each. crap. its uma uma man day ! with the fellow.. people. lao da and gang :)

so contridicting right? i liked e math alot last year but this year.. im starting to dislike it. really. we are going too slowly and i got scolded for doing something else during emath because i finished doing all the questions. i mean really, 5 minutes to do 1 question? the class would never be able to complete exams like that. i wont fail emath okay. infact, i'll attain a A1. u see la. and most of them would have to try really really hard because they didnt listen to ms chans lessons last year and they're taking far too long to complete one sickening question okay. me and tkl were talking about appealing for ms chan to teach us. haha. of course i'd prefer ms chan la! shes so nice! and she moves a whole lot faster AND, she lets us go to up to the board to do questions. :) in any case, im not having the best of days and i doubt tomorrows lesson is going to get any better. why? theres.. physics, emath and wait, 5 periods of bloddy POA. her voice makes me feel like tearing her voice box and than stepping on it! ugh ! she better not irritate me tomorroe cuz im sure i wont be listening. and i got splashed by a freaking inconsidered taxi drive today. asshole!!!!




u know, u should stop and think before answering or say anything. sometimes processing things through your brain saves you alot of trouble. yes?

hate , such a strong word. let us replace it with strong dislike towards a person. to be real real honest, i havent had to have a strong disliking towards someone until today or well, during the holidays for that matter. if it issint bad enough that you harass us with irritating messages that does not concern us, you harass us even in my dreams. in my opinion, i think that you dont have the obligation to do anything for us or to get to know us that well because we arent 'related' . and i dont think that there actually is a necessity for you to clear up whatever 'misunerstandings' because there honestly issint any. im showing some bloody basic respect as to someone who is older for not telling you off that day or for the very fact for you to stop harassing us. if i had no respect for you i would have definately scolded you back that night . we avoid you so that we wouldnt have to be deemed as rude because we wouldnt talk to you even if we cross paths. i turned away when i saw you because of this reason and while im talking to someone else on the phone you eavesdrop and then try to tell me something like ' ya, tell her dont come in because i know she dont want to see me' what the fuck do you mean? sarcasm ? or youre trying to tell me that you know that we have a very very strong disliking towards you? you want to play i'll play with you, and i dont fucking care what you tell your FRIEND or all the ___ officers or people when you have your damn meeting la, and dont come and ask another person to tell us something you want to tell us, dont make use of your friend to try patch up with us because i'll bloody screw you if you do. you want to care about everything that does or does not concern you vut before you do, care about yours first. who was the one who told me ' do unto others what you want others to do to you.' you dont do what you preach. what kind of ____ are you la.
im certain that i will not show you any respect the next time we cross paths. ur taking advantage of everything.

during devotion, we had a 12 yr old year come up on stage and sing for us. but she issint an average 12 yr old. shes from west australia, perth and is blind. born premature , surviving on 1 lung and excessive blood lost. she composes her own songs and released an album in 2004. 'heavenly gift' . her voice is so innocent, so soothing. im determind to buy her CD. its good ! heres my favourite song. When I see in the dark,
I will not be afraid
‘Coz I know
I walk with You
Almighty God

You will always
Show me
The way to the path that leads me on
To live in this world
I’m very pleased with what You’ve given me
For You have made my life so pure

When I’m with You
You will fill me with joy

And give me endless pleasures
At Your Right Hand

You are the one who keeps me safe
From all of the troubles
That’s in this world
So I’m gonna put my trust in You

And I’ll give my life into Your Hands

no, life is not a nightmare but you do have nightmares. freaky dreams = nightmares. so annoying . the surprising part is that someone im not close to in reality actually resolved our situation. wow, what, my twin right? haha. sec 3 campers set off today. the whole level to 4/7 and 4/8 man ! how cool ! o yes, i told tkl that i was going to ask her why she wanted me dead. i think that if some one im not close to in reality actually resolved my .. ' nightmare ' i think i should too make an effort to go find out about the other dream right? why did she shoot me? thank goodness i woke up in time or i'd have expirenced the bullet pierce through me. 

the week hasnt been going all that bad. okay, not as bad as vk. but i know for a fact that next weeks going to be a whole lot better ! 5 teachers going for the sec 3 camp. awesome! imagine what we could do ! and u know what the best part is? we dont have any prefects ! hahahha!

apart from all the happiness, i would like to divert your attention to our common test days.



thanks for your present ah..

i went to change the colour who knew it would turn out like that? so ugly!

yes, the first day of school. i wonder how i managed to get by the day all the way up to now with having about an hour (no sleep) of sleep. my highlights werent caught but i have a feeling that it would be obvious soon. than will i go dye back. we changed practically all our subjects teachers except for physics and chem. mrs koh is taking us for geography and huixin says shes.. boring? haha. who knows.. i went a wee bit over weird today. yes, judging from what i wrote in the 'introduction' paper to a not as familiar person.. yes. i didnt expect myself to write that. i even wanted to write' i think that i will die young' but tkl said that shed probably sent me for couselling and thats the last thing i need. tkls my buddy. the buddy whos elbow ALWAYS crosses the table. and she doesnt want to change place with me, the lefty. dont cross ah! and im surprised that we were actually able to sit where-ever because last year was a NO. from ms ng. mmhmm. im scared for my hair..


yes you should !

huh? this is weird. anyways, its only a few hours till school starts. how to sleep? my internal clock is .. set at 4. mm yes. i think im going to go play with my ds. i found another fun game. ! wahaha! and cooking ma ma rocks to the max man ! super fun. o yes, can somebody tell me if xbox 360 has a bleach game and if guitar hero is THAT nice. i wanna to get a machine.. heheh. i know la, but which one? ps3, xbox360 or wii? so many to choose from, but only 1 me.. :(

im a freaking loser because while everyones out enjoying the new year, i am here in my orange room blogging. and its.. what time? yes, 0:19 currently. so much for being exhilarated for 2008. go and die. so ive decided that leeanne ang will not be a loser hence next year, im going to go party. with who i am unsure of but surely, not by myself. stupid loser la. wahliao, who the hell celebrates new year alone?!! i feel so loserish !! in trying to salvage myself from falling into the stupid loser zone, im blasting my music. trying to play all the 'high' songs but it aint working! whatever la, im 4 next year. so old already. i am very tempted to scream my lungs out but, its in the freaking middle of the night. yeah, went to kwaks house for her birthday. went to the gym and the bloody asshole guard came in and scolded us for making so much noise. we were soft la. halo, ur an even worse loser than me cuz ur working on new years eve ! sucker. than while he was raising his fucking voice no one gave a damn about whatever he was saying la. if i was in a bad mood i'd have scolded him man. u aint got no right to talk to us like that cuz ur being paid partly by us(kwak) . get a life old man.

i want to scream my lungs out!!! i want to take the inverted bungy and scream so God damn loud that my head will burst.