Wednesday, August 10, 2011
'i have a lot to do before my time is up'.
okay, not true, i dont have alot to do.. phew, lucky i dont have many friends. heheh! so these past month ive had to make many decisions, all affecting the outcome of my future. sounds scary? it is. i remembered on a long night, when all these decision making was keeping me, tossing and turning in bed, i thought to myself, 'my friend had it easy, she didnt have to make these kinds of decisions because her parents made it for her'. she didnt have to go through the grueling process of weighing the pros and cons, the environment, the lifestyle.. after thinking about it, i realized, everyone's going to have to make a decision in life. maybe i'm the one who has it easy. i get to decide at such an early stage of my life. if anything goes wrong, MAYBE i can still turn back . (not that i have alot of life left in me but you know..) im glad i am able to make my own decisions. ive decided to go down this road, and so i bear the consequence. HAH! i dont have anyone to blame but myself IN CASE something goes wrong. its my passion, and i believe in a bigger God.
impossible is not a word,
just a reasons for someone not to try.
11:34 PM
