i remember a few years back, i was scared. a friend held my hand and the reassurance i felt, was really comforting.
i thank my friend, for being my friend.



yes, the past week
i felt.. ( what i felt by people around me as well as how i felt )
people getting jealous
made use of
discriminated
a sense of achievement
haunted
exhilarated
thankful
over-possessive
unhappy

yes, some people felt jealous, and it was really bad.
somehow i had made use of someone and i do not understand (explanation?)
a slight discrimination for being a lefty. a certain person 'okay okay, say right hand is better than left hand' (kidding la, no offence whatsoever taken)
a sense of achievement for completing my POA paper. (i think its all wrong)
haunted by a certain person, who drags me around and has a misconception about me towards a certain someone. (me? u got to be kidding)
exhilarated during the maroon 5 concert
thankful for having huixin listening to me go on and on and on, and God, for answering my prayers. (Amen!)
people being over- possessive and over sensitive about me. (im stuck in the middle)
unhappy because some freak is trying to tell me how to do what to do in the context of something i think that i am personally capable of doing like. (liberty of choice?) honestly, no authority.

i still have not gotten the 'ok'( tickets) for the tao zhe concert. man !
:(

maroon 5 concert yesterday was.. AWESOME! it was good good good ! only that it was alittle short. other than that, awesome man ! and while waiting me and fats saw the tao zhe concerts on the 19th april. and we want to go ! and we're hoping that there's still relatively okay seats . yeah. anyways, today i went to see the ortho-sports injury and knee surgeon dude . ive got no nafa :) anyways, he said that when i fell, the top part of my knee smashed and it moved in and my cartilige and joint is touching and something something something. i could concentrate because he had funny hair. ops.

gosh, i havent started preparing for N's , talk about mid years man..



i want to go ! to not go is like.. missing out on one of asia's most gifted musician ! how can you ?


o, did i tell you that i managed to do that trick on the drums? but with the toms because im missing of 1 cymbol. my ride, i need you ! i prefer swing okay! its challenging, nice. not so beaty, but its awesome ! i can okay !

eh eh, play this game !http://games.yahoo.com/free-games/armor-academy
super fun ! its like reading in between the lines sort of thing.
for example:
right=right

it means.. equal rights ! so fun !

and there a woman with funny fringe haunting me. help !! haha!

heres a little math question. :)

There is a bus with 7 girls.
Each girl has 7 bags.
In each bag, there are 7 big cats
Each big cat has 7 little cats.
Each cat has 4 legs.
Question: How many legs are present in bus?


and what might your answer be?

have fun solving it, while i sit here watching bleach. :D

tag on my board for your answer and i'll tell you if its right or wrong. :)

wahliao, i should really stop saying wahliao. yes yes.
it was fun arguing with ms hoe because i was trying pretty hard to make my point across. scolding a teacher a bitch should not be taken into account as a disciplinary action. haha. i told her ' you know whats the definition of bitch?' opens her eyes bigger ' why? u went to check ah?' ' yah.. okay i tell you, its a female dog' opens her eyes a little bigger then she goes ' eh..' ' ahyah ms hoe, i also never say you, anyway, the other explanation is - one who dislikes a woman (opens her eyes really big) because one considers her (opens her eyes really really really big) to be malicious or unpleasant . dont look at me like that leh, i also never say you lor ! ' haha. we were literally bitching to her la, so funny.


the way singaporeans ( me included) speak is disgustingly horrible, really. look! i think that generally all singaporeans talk like that with friends. i should speak properly .

i really want to see the aurora borealis, so cool !

maroon 5, here i come ! :D


yes ms hoe, yes huxin, yes vk, i will not drop POA neither will i entertain the thought of dropping POA and i will try to read POA. okay?

you are the sunshine of my life,
thats why i'll always stay around.
you are the apple of my eye,
forever you'll stay in my heart.

i like old songs. ohno !! im turning old !
anyways, cherbits chalet yesterday. stupid trixie, stupid aimin, so noisy, stupid vk never stay over. left real early with aimin. i tell you, singaporeans are disgustingly kiasu. o, sorry wrong word, KIASI ! we took the MRT and these people outside the train were rushing to get in just to get a freaking seat. i mean cant these people let the other passengers alight first? wahliao, so chaotic . after sending aimin to toh's house, i waited for the bus . you know opposite the library, that bus stop, then after that bus stop theres a 3 way traffic thing? yes, i was stuck there for about 12 minutes. why? because there was already a jam, but stupid drivers kept adding to the number so when the first green light turned green, the whole lot of cars/buses/motor vehicles were stuck because idotic people from one of the ways jammed the other 2 ways. stupid people ! i mean halo, your not the only one rushing for time you know.. (not that i was.)


how old are you?
ssssssssshhhhhix.
(six) bohgeh!!

i enjoy recieving watches as birthday presents.

im in need of changing my legs. really. for some reason, both knees and ankles are 'producing' sharp pains. i have no idea why. its that time again, my horrifying experience to the physiotherapist .
noooooooo!

i thought blogger had a problem because the page couldnt load. and i found out that i had to type the www. wahliao eh !

i confess!
that i have a freaking obession over watches. ops. haha. yes so many beautiful watches, only 1 pair of hands. so sad .
that im a freaking weirdo, who enjoys infusing my tea bag with piping hot water on a relatively cold day and imagining it scream in pain saying' argh! no! have mercy on me!! '
that i DO NOT partake in this such activity ' stoning' because it is an absolute waste of time, only for the no-brainers. during spare time, think or fantasize, but not sit there and allow your tiny brain to disintegrate further due to the lack of having ' intelligent' (well, your definition and mine, is clearly different) thoughts flow through.
that i do chinese homework at night. like 作文 , 私涵 and 公涵.


in any case, im counting my blessings, many many many blessings. :D


my new toy !



and i'll show you pictures of my watch soon. :D

i dont understand how some people can remain so 'quiet' when there's something wrong? i'll definitely curse and swear all the way. how do you keep your cool? teach me leh! anyways, jealousy, funny funny. hahah! anyways, people should look deeper because if one looks happy and blur, it doesnt mean that one is careless, or carefree or is unaware of ones surrounding . anyways, my new toy came in yesterday. its not what i expected to get but its similar :D set it up last night. the state was.. messy. no picture of that though. dont want anyone to see the messy state it was in. i literally build my baby up, ON MY OWN. so proud of myself ;P


check out my facebook album for the pictures of my baby!!! :D

my friend is sad, and its all ur fault, ms decisive. o, sorry, ms very decisive.

i really have nothing to do, and im online. sports day today was a horrible waste of time. absolute waste of time. the continuous drizzle / light but not so light rain wet the tracks. who in the right mind would run then? the 4 house masters/mistresses and committee members ran a whole round, with a flaming torch. it really looked as if they were so hardworking , practicing the lighting ( if any) of the youth olympic games. and i was really wishing to see someone slip and fall and the rest of them (they were running in packs..) falling down after. what a sight ! but it didnt happen. we are getting our report books back tomorrow i think. actually, im pretty looking forward to it. ( only because i KNOW ive attained an A1 in physics,chem.) i cant wait for saturday! my new toy, i'll bring you back myself! i wont let you take a stinking disgusting lorry and risk getting you scratched anywhere. no way no way no way, my red wine :D

and im off to think of ways to torture the kids tomorrow in the event of a downpour. that is. i'll make you run run run! muahahaha! the thrills i get seeing them suffer, hearing the poor kids whine ' can we play game? pleaseee' the excitment of rejecting them, saying ' NOPE' and then turn around and have that evil laugh. muahahaha! but if the sun refuses to hide behind dark clouds, i'll think of something else.

:D

a little late? my birthday was fun. lazy to post pictures so if you'd like to view them, please proceed to my facebook. thanks. :)
i passed combine humanities ! with a surprising 65.2 :D failed POA BUT by 4.5 ONLY. heheh. i got A1 for combine science ! ! :D hurray!! but i did something so super duper uber stupid today !! totally forgot okay ! crap crap !! delete that evidence !! tomorrows sports day, mmm, what does that remind you off? a CERTAIN someone rolling on the tracks? and people still can ask if im running. o please, like i dare !! sheesh.