a huge round of applause to the realization that prelims are in 6 weeks !
another round of applause to the coming of Ns!
another round of applause to me being right from the beginning!
one more for the realization of many things!
and my grey hearted worm!! <-- my beloved nerd!

hooray!!

murphys law: Whatever can go wrong will go wrong,
and at the worst possible time, in the worst possible way.
so lets just skip the negativity and move on with the positivity!
all right!

notice how will im doing? im no longer living in a 'selected reality' anymore, im living in full reality man!

i thank you, for the 'reminder' that you gave me. thank you for reliving the hate i had for your friend, the one who betrayed my trust in an oh so foreign place.

really, thank you.

the earth is round. you know, come to think of it, everything comes in a full circle. thats why we have sayings like 'what goes around comes around' or 'so unto others what you want others to do unto you.' words like retribution . then because people believe in such phrases so much that they get so caught up in vengeance and what nots. and it is so through that a leopard never changes its spots too. when your right about someone or something, ur right. and it stays that way. pictures of todays learning journey is once again on facebook. ( i am so efficient !)


我爱的人，
不是我的爱人。
她心里每一寸都属于另一个人


我爱的人
她已有了爱人
从他们的眼神说明了我不可能

you know when you see some pictures, and really just dont belive that they were taken by a camera. (yeah, then where does it come from?) its beautiful. really really nice. anyways, today was my aunt's 40th wedding anniversary. loved it. it was really fun. there was a slide show, where my cousins showed the pictures of their family. thats the first one. the second one was with the family. i mean all the cousins and all. really fun. and they were like ' who is this who is this, raise your hand !' and you know that kids look like their parents when they were young right? it was really funny. because they went' eh! wei loon! thats you thats you !' it was really fun. even if it was just a gathering. i love family gatherings, mainly because we're all so close. its a nice warm feeling. :)



our big family !
( btw, the difference between rae(youngest) and the oldest is 25 years apart, so you can imagine how close we are. it rocks!)

ive just had a jammed pack weekend. the most appropriate singlish word' chiong'. really. roller bladding on thursday, malacca on friday, came back on saturday, went to hort park with me nephew, went fishing on sunday. woah. o yes, have you seen the ad MYOB ? its mind your own business . and i thought it was alittle offensive. then i thought 'hey, if you wanna tell someone off why not just add 2 more singlish words 'eh and la' so it'll be 'eh! mind your own business la! ' see? but then i realised that it was an ad for some financial company. whoops.


i dont see a psychiatrist,
i see a physiotherapist .
idiot !


dont care what other people say,
i like it ! :)

omygoodness.
i just did a little bit of math just now, and realised that i've spent over $2000+ this year alone. o wait! its not even half the year. this is really shocking. i never knew i spent so much money. wow, my mother must be really rich to afford me. thats why, i need rich boyfriend man ! haha. okay okay. and i have current assets worth $4000+. thats alot you know. i should be ashamed of myself ! (or not)


i thought i, i thought i, nevermind.
its best kept like that,
at the very least it wouldnt be so awkward.

happy birthday toh XL ! :D
pictures of prawning is in my facebook album entitled 'prawning' feel free to kope them. (that why their up!). yes, pictures of shirleen's birthday well be up soon. :)

ive been diligently doing my homework, and it never seems to cease. its overload ! its really alot. we have 4 physics papers , 1 chinese paper 2, 2 chinese letter writing and 2 essay writing, online E math thing which will only come on the 16th( so stupid, cant they just publish it now? this teaches us to procrastinate. tsk, tsk,tsk.) english TYS 06 papers 1 and 2. chemistry worksheet, POA TYS total 9 questions and a full geography paper, doing EVERYTHING. (we usually get to chose to do 2 out of 4 questions. standard exam procedure) . on top of all of that, we still have to go back to school, and revise. REVISE! i cant do it!!

another wedding on monday. as we all sat around after the 8 meal course, we just started talking and drinking, and singing, and i suddenly felt very delighted. this warm feeling that family is always there. just a thought to share. anyways, it was pretty funny. because when the our side of the family insisted that my aunt( grooms mum) finished up the brandy, the grand uncle stepped in and said (in hokkien): ah ya, i drink on behalf of my daughter! ' and it went down in a gulp. it was also another aunt's birthday, so we also insisted she finish the whisky. and then my uncle went again' i drink for her, i drink'. and another auntie's birthday but she was away, so her youngest son had to do the honors. guess who helped? no one actually. haha. anyways, from this, you can actually see, no matter how old you are, your parents are always ready to protect you, from anything, and everything. i thank God that i have parents.

since blogger has problems with the picture's size, im putting it up on my facebook. i know, its so little, but more to come. :) and this is my best picture yet! ( given the fact that it was taken off the television. give credit to the camera, because i thought it came out really well)
 and im sure i forgot to say, that i have mastered ( okay la, not really, but still can make it) 不能说的秘密. really ! im off to yet another wedding. this time, a red dress. haha!

yet another new toy! okay, maybe 3. but the other 2 arent complete without the big one that i already have. i'll make myself clear. i now have a 20'' sabian ride, and a pair of vic firth rute sticks and on top of that, have a brand new camera ! remember i was deciding over nikon's coolpix 80 or canon's powershot S51S (new comparison). while i was comparing, the guy took out a sony DSC-H7. i actually never really thought about sony. i mean. sony is all about style. the one i wanted initially, style. but then i chose to be practical over being stylish. ( somehow, its always like that..) yes. enough small talk. heres the big pictures. (man, i am so lame!)

what it looks like.



i think the pictures i take with my camera is a little too big.. i mean in terms of size..