HAPPY TEACHERS DAY ! :D

so today was teachers and we ended at 10. i didnt think it was very fun or entertaining though. owell. went home and was suppose to meet tkl and vk at great world at 1245 but i kind of woke up at 1237, so i cabbed all the way and we watched RATATOUILLE and it was quite nice. walked around ad than went to have dessert at the hawker centre and i hate going home from there ! i walk all around the place looking for my stupid bus stop only to realise that my bus stop was at the hawker centre there. wahliao.

today issit the best of day for me. and i thought that CIP didnt go well either. i tear'd when the old woman touched me. me and tkl. because we were touched, not touched. anyways, looking at grades can be rather depressing. i got really irritated today by somepeople. and, i thought that my old person was kind of retarded. she told me something and i wasa thinking ' yeah right ah !'

i shant go on. if i could only leave the world. my problems have been piling up and im so tired. i hope i dont wake up tomorrow. i d

just for the record, im still not mugging just yet, i cant help procrastinating la. i mean, its INEVITABLE . comon ! who doesnt? so i was going through a few files, mostly pictures and found out that i havent been making full use of my life yet. i havent met so many people in such a long time and looking at the pictures just remind me of the wonderful memories. have i told you yet? my problems just keep piling up. it doesnt seem to go down. and, im glad we dont have some retarded class party on teachers day. i seriously dont get that part of the celebrations. whatever im typing doesnt seem to make sense. huh?

o wait, theres CIP tomorrow. and some people are such assholes la. just because she hasnt got her vacent( or however you spell it) she issint going for cip . ' o im asking my doctor to write a letter' comonon la ! as if old people got some sort of disease la. big deal that you had a history of cancer la. let me see, the defination of HISTORY refers to a series of PAST events. and excuse me, how did you even manage to get one of the top positions in class? you fail nearly every test and you give shit excuses when you dont do your homework and every teacher has to excuse you just because you have a HISTORY of cancer? you have got to be shitting me la. and one thing i dont get is that why you dont take mother tongue. no matter how disgusting my chinese is, i still take it because it is my MOTHER TONGUE, and for that matter i am a chinese. big deal you had cancer. that has got nothing to with me okay, i definately wont show sympathy to someone who abuses her rights around. and, one more thing, why cant you do the dance? its not under sun and you dont sweat, its not even vigourous la. i cant stand you. the only reason why i wanted to sit with you was because you were on frequent MC which i heard was being abuse also because your doctor gave you a few days or months or something, thats why you hardly ever turn up for school. dont blame your HISTORY of cancer for not having friends but blame your personality . get a life ! quit bothering me ! dont talk to me !

really, how do you write an essay on sibling rivalry? so i didnt really talk about my day yesterday. but it didnt go really well. well, some people were staring at me and tkl and smiling for some good old reason only God knows, and it freaked me out a little. okay i shant go on and on about me bad days but just something to note, leeanne ang shi ern spent a good 10 minutes on reading a chinese comprehension passage. what a waste of time. okay, i went to have dinner with tkl on saturday. and perhaps some pictures i never took the effort to put up. haha.


we bought this for ___. and guess what it is? haha


i drew this during Emath. :D i know its nice.


from this,


to this,


and the end looks like ____s friend :D

the kite runner - khaled hosseini
rating:✭✭✭✭☆

im finish with the book ' the kite runner', and ive got to say, it was pretty good. fine, i didnt pick this book out of my own accord but hey nice try i read it, better than not. anyway, its for some english project and that reminds me, i need to look for someone to clarify something. anyway, coming back to the book, my groups theme is on afgan culture and traditions, which stress on pride and family honour. honestly, i think doing the theme of betrayal would be alot easier. so heres what i think of the book. it was straight forward in the chracters speech. i mean its the first book ive actually read with words like ' fuck and bastards' and all yes, it was entertaining. so it all started with the betrayal of an ever so loyal friend/ servant. well, amir never did admit that hassan was his friend. of course, thats human nature. so do anything to get what they want even in the extent of betraying thier own friends and family. i think it really touched me when i read " for you, a thousand times over". and the poor boy hassan got raped by aother bully, assef/ frankly speaking from the view of a reader, what would a 13 yr old boy want to rape a 11 yr old boy? i mean what ever hassan has assef definately has. sheesh. nearing the ending of the book where amir finds out he was actually hassans half brother, he goes on a search for his half nephew. and while on the search for him, he witness adulterous pair getting stoned to death and he dared say that their God said that ' every sinner must be punish in a manner befitting his sin!' and i thought to myself yes, so wasnt that what judgement day was for? for God to judge you and to punish you accordingly? what right was there for the man shouting there what their punishment would be? will i just thought that it was a little over board. chill, its just a book. going back to the book, i was thinking, how could he even live for another 20 odd yrs after betraying his half brother for his fathers affection.

anyways, i just came across some weird persons blog. no idea who that person is but i thought that some of the questions or comments that was typed out was pretty stupid. haha. like the answers are pretty stupid to even be asked. wahliao, some people really one kind one la. and and and guess what? i told laoshi that if i passed my chinese, she'd have to give me something and she said' pass only ah?' and i said' of course laoshi ! passing to me is a miralce okay !' haha.

this morning, i had a dream, but was interuppted by a phone call. feeling so tired, i continued my sleep, only to sink in into another dream , a differet one, one that you would never imagine. and as i woke up again, i prayed so hard that it was a dream and that it never happen, not in another 10 or more years. and my prayer was answered. i was indeed dreaming. who knew, that one could learn from dreams? i didnt know, but this morning, as i awoke, i learnt that one sould never take things for granted. ive been taking everything around me for granted, for more than a decade. in my first dream, i had ask ^_^ to go into a huge container that was filled with water and was pretty deep and litte that i know that there was a whirlpool at the side of it. as ^_^ when in, i sat at the edge of the container with my legs daggling in the water. ^_^ swam to the side where the whirlpool was and was twirling inside it so quickly. she had shouted for help and i imediately jumped in to grab her hand. i pulled as hard as i could trying deperately to pull her back. it took very long, but we finally pulled through and i hugged ^_^ . what if ^_^ really was swallowed by that whirlpool? it would have been my fault for asking ^_^ to go swim in tha container in the first place. than my phone rang and the next dream settled in as the first one had exited. somehow, i vaugely rember throwing away my drum set and everythign else. throwing away my drum set because the scence of ♞ playing it and having so much fun kept repeating and ♞ being gone, i just couldnt bring myself to play on it again. how could all this happen so fast? i was just talked to ♞ the previous night ( and i really did) and yet i didnt take the chance to continue the conversation but cut the phone line after a few words. how could i? and i just thought why i became so overwhelm by sadness? perhaps i had been seeing ♞ quite often hence the sadness. so this morning after i awoke from the second dream, i couldnt bring myself to go down, and i said a prayer regarding my dream and as i open my door, i hear the sounds of a game my mum was playing and i heaved a sigh of relief.

i never knew i had a best friend untill i was feeling down and heard this song.


Have you heard of the one called Savior?
Have you heard of his perfect love?
Have you heard of the one in heaven?
Have you heard how he gave his son?
Well, I have found this love
And I believe in the son
Show me your way
I believe in the one called Savior
I believe He's the Risen One
I believe that I'll live forever
I believe that the King will come
Cause I have found this love
And I believe in the son
Show me your way
Jesus, you are my best friend
And you will always be
Nothing will ever change that (repeat)
Nothing will ever change that
Nothing will ever change that
Nothing will ever change that

so many things happened today, too many for my little brain to take. i mean, what ?! why me? why not her? what the hell did you hear? shit la. anyways, for basketball, we got second, losing to cooke. of course la! all the netballer you know ! like trina, iris, lucia, sylvia and june loh. u say leh? and in gagebrown, there was only me and yiyi from netball la. and tolley lost like crap man. be thankful i guess. so as i go back to my topic, so many things happened today, all to fast for me to comprehend why . and i sought comfort in ___ when i talked to her. thanks beloved ! and of course, watching bleach 137 and seeing dear dear hitsugaya and aizen ( who by the way looks great ! ). i dont wanna talk to her ! where the hell did she hear all of it from la! and i dont belive in her superb ----- skill okay. i dont belive because it is unbelivable. i refuse. freaky things has be happening to me and i just take it as it comes. i cant hold on any longer.

you know what? i enjoy waiting at the bus stop. i get to see very interesting sights and sounds. its interesting, entertaining and yes, i am weird because you would ask : what is wrong with you? whats there to see at the bus stop? weirdo' yesterday, i saw a man standing on the pavement and than he started shouting 'bbaaaayyyyiii' and i just turn to look. there he was using his hand gestures and all to illustrate something, as if he was talking to someone when there was clearing no one. perhaps i was blind but im 80% sure there was no one. no one that was visible to and normal person but i belive he was talking to someone. someone we all couldnt see. and not bad, me and tkl said hi. its teachers day next friday. im hoping that theres no training. haha. and after that, the september holidays come. all the way ! shit, theres physics tomorrow and i think shes returning us the damn practical test. mine was so screwed up. SO SCREWED.

and i asked myself today. ' why do people think that your weird? heres an answer .
i dream alot. way alot. and i indulge in my imagination that seems to be really bizzare and unthinkable. i enjoy doing things like drawing people dying or committing suicide, enjoy the tapping of my feet and the rythm of my thupping heart. and i love sleeping because i get dreams which are the love. of course, they are dreams, and i partake in the interest of the like-minded. i like feeding my constant craving no matter where it maybe, contemplating at the sky and the beach to find answers or to satisfy my constant thought of flying . and the weirdest part is, im said to be naughty. thats it. and, you know why i refuse to say anything that day? bacause charmaine says that im too straightforward and maybe what i say may hurt you because im different, i dont get affected if somone calls be a bitch or something. haha. and i think that theres no use in trying to change the mindsets of people when they think that you are lying or is in the wrong. it just wont go in trust me, i so know. -

o what a day, i acoomplish o so many things today. and i cant belive ___. la ! crap i tell you. so vk, how'd you like the cake? we bought it leh ! better say its nice ah! and, HUIXIN ROCKS TO THE MAX! : ) i guess she had a point la. 'if i dont like someone doesnt mean i dont talk to them. ' and i guess i have to learn to be less stubborn la. YES I THINK I SHOULD. but i think tkl still wont do it. i'll only talk to -- . why did i refuse to talk to --? yes, it baffles me as well. and i guess thanks to ___. and than i heard the songs and of course jj lin songs and i came to realise that well, i was wrong. but i think that one should havent too high expectations on people like me. because im weird, mean, demeaning and stubborn.i guess just now when someone was trying to bring a very relevant point over, i refuse to get it in my head. yes. and I DO NOT GET INTIMIDATED LA. pls, intimidation and me, no link. intimidating and me huge link ! anyway, all im trying to say is that i can try, but it'll never be the same. o no, not anymore. and , osme people are so mean to me ! ugh ! you ah! and you say im mean huh?

and here again, i shall count my blessings.

HUIXIN ! :)
VK ! :)
TKL ! :)
____. ! :)
SUGARUSH ! :D
THE THING THAT I AM CURRENTLY TYPING ON. :D

o, did i tell you that im looking forward to the september holidays? : ) although its mugging all the way but i dont get to see your face ! hahaha ! thats the best part ! and i think there still would be training. :( and, of course, im looking forward to spending time with my beloved ! heheh !
and and and, i would like to clarify something. just now when i answered your questions, i never bluff you. i was seriously cold ! wahliao ! i bluff you got money take ah? dont be nuts woman ! and i didnt even know you guys were inside la ! eh ! not my fault la ! i will say hi tomorrow. thats a promise i made and will stick to it. cheers, leeannes really tired of playing, i just wanna fall into a deep slumber and wake up when september holidays come. please ah, if anything happens to me, go to my funeral ! wheres joy? : (

yeah, this is the second post for today. watched the last episode of honour and passion. not bad what, quite good. if only my boyfriend would die for me. : ) choi ah ! im not that demanding okay ! its okay, my boyfriend just has to attend my funeral when i die. thats good enough for me :D and did i tell you tkl and i made a new game? its called hannis ball. so fun ! and my phone rang while we were in a midst of our match. man ! but than the conversation was okay la. and someone asked what SPECIAL relationship me and tkl shared. heheh, dont tell you : ) and today, as i open my door, i suddenly remembered saturday night. i smelt that smell of cigerettes burning mixed with a strong scent of alcohol. and it lead me to the thought of seeing myslef set in some 40s movie. with cowboys running around the street, and gunshots being heard every minute. ah, what joy. i wish i was really at that era. and when i mean ' bang, your dead.' it literally means that im gonna shoot you down la. duh ! ive got a gun and i aint afraid to use it alright ! :D

cheers to the coming september ! i get to see less of your face. although it doesnt make a differnce if i see it or not. haha. im not bothered. heheh !

i feel alot better after me and tkl talked to ___. mm. and to the pleaseenteranick person, i dont care what you think
well, i somehow guess who you are, and i dont really care what you say. let me help you.

LEEANNE IS A SELF-CENTRED AND SELFISH BITCH. SHE ONLY CARES ABOUT HERSELF AND THAT FRIEND CALLED CHARMAINE. BOTH OF THEM ARE SELFISH, IRRITATING AND ANNOYING. I THINK THEY SHOULD DIE.

hows that? : ) good? haha. and thats a push im giving you. and i dont give a damn about what you think. call me a bitch, whatever. it does not affect me :) cheers to that tkl, barcadi? and tkl, lets go to the east coast one with them okay? i think it'll be real fun. heheh.

well, in turn out that we didnt have training on friday. we went to watch the asean match. singapore Vs brunei.
score: 100 - 07 . yes, wow right? and i didnt know that the rgs GK cheryl was in the team. and to think i played against that 1.7+ tall girl. wow.
i watched 881 today. although i really didnt feel like, i went. i was damn pissed off today. dont bother asking. dont bad i must say. it potrayed a very strong friendship between the 2 girls. what friendship. i thought it was not bad . and, i think that i definately agree with tkl. some people are not worth making friends with when they are so hypocritical. dont you agree? and, im leaving class at 1135 tomorrow. and yes, you have to let your subject teacher know i mean duh, your leaving her lesson but ms lum wants us to tell our form teacher and i was like ' huh?' yeah. i thought it was quite weird . but owell.

now let me tell you something about friends. i think there are 3 kinds of people in the ' SMS world'
1. you message them and its so thrilling to know that they reply but when they dont you go' man, what is wrong with them?'
2. you message people and they message you and yeah, well you just reply the message, vice versa.
3. people who message you and one look at it and you go' i dont wanna reply this, maybe later'

so for me, i definately have the 3 groups. of course, im not going to tell you who belongs in these groups but msging a certain someone made this 3 groups surface. from my thoughts to my blog. and, i made a ---- for ____. i think its okay but the first part was pretty sudden, haha. i think im gtting a hang of it. yay, i can do it ! and the jamming thing was such a hoax. i cant belive i actually fell for it. such gullibility. i dont think that it'll be normal again. and im glad. because having one friend is enough but i thank God for having more friends and opening my eyes to those kinds of people that gives out false hopes and hoaxes. some friends to thank God for are definately tkl, vk and ____. ____. you always make my day.

o ! i just remembered ! in the show, there was this really funny part. its some sort of curse or something and the chinese would say in hokkien or chinese or cantonese :我打你的小人头! and than mindy ong told auntie ling ( she was cursing in cantonese first) ' they dont understad cantonese !' and than auntie ling started to curse them in hokkien and than she said again ' they only know angmoh' ( which by the way refers to english , i have no idea why)
and so if you directly translate what the characters in chinese were, it would mean ' i hit you little man head.. (and so on la)
when direct translation should be ' i curse you from your head to you hand ' etc. and that was exactly what that auntie ling said ' i hit you little man head, i hit your little man hand, i hit your little man feet. and all. haha. i thought it was pretty funny. but im still baffled by that fact that they refer to english as ' angmoh' i thought they refered to the people, not the language?
o, than again, english refers to the language and the people like ' so what is your friend?' 'o, his an english'. well, something like that. haha.


ONG MIN HUI WAS IN MY CLASS IN PRIMARY ONE! that was so cool. and mind you, she was the one who told me. haha! i think she is so super lame. minhui ! if you see this, remember to follow me on monday okay? i bought the very expensive gift already. so does that show my sincerity? : )

a collage ! :D


remember i told you that we got a shot of ms ng before she got us? she actually shot us as well. haha.


and some poeple just cant take a perfect picture with the person actually in the picture. guess who was the one holding the camera? the one cut. haha.


look at minhui la. shes like stoning there can. haha!


i have no idea but people just take weird ass pictures of me la. whats up with that la !


tkl on the bumper boat. wet me somemore !


lester and ms ng on the bumper boat. and apparently she had a headache cause lester did like 10 over 360∘turns continuiosly la. haha.

and so there were problems that seemed so hard to solve today. really. but i guess i still have to count my blessings . THANK YOU :D and i now realise why ___ and i can relate so well. she was probably a problematic kid like me when she was young. my dear, i was about to say that you're young although your attached and alot more older but now it seems that your going to --- . wow, thats fast. and there i was saying that you were young. i guess its just the status la. haha. and im telling you, i have to definately commend on amanda kwak. her stupidity is really commendable la. i cant take it , shes just so retarded ! and so do some other people ! as if it was you ! and i even thought if i would come back alive !

and yesterday, i was just lying on my bed looking up at the stars when i thought, ' i wish i was blind, only being able to see the stars and the vast sea. that'd be great, being oblivious to everything else, oblivious to the fact that there were such things as problems or such but than again, i would never be able to see you face now would i ? : )
and and and, i was hoping to have affinity with you and we'd meet somewhere unexpected again. that was cool wasnt it?

and and and, im glad that we all jamming cause it was really hard editing the lyrics and the chords . and the recording ! o please, merging and synchronising the vocals with the tune was the hardest . espicially making it all sound as if it was played in a sound proof room and trying to get rid of the background sounds. 拜托 la! i had a hard time can! dont let my efforts go to waste. thank you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA (grandma) !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CQ!
this is really contridicting but i'll just tell you. while on the way home, my back started hurting and i thought to myself ' o man girl, your getting damn old. oldie. sigh' and than when i msged CQ, he replied back ' thanks gal gal :)' and i was like, and there i was thinking that i was so darn old. haha. funny.
there are just so many birthdays in august man. and you know what? MY BIRTHDAY IS NEXT YEAR! :D WAHAHA finally, after 3 long and painful years of waiting, its coming next year! yeah man ! lets throw a party at macs ! besides it issint that wrong because most four year olds celebrate their birthdays at macs dont they? or am i just lagging. ? and during training, darlina fell and he wounds were pretty deep. she wasnt screaming or anything ( but she was before that la) and than while lucia was cleaning her wounds, ms ho and mrs khor came over to check it out and than ms ho started screaming. and we all stared at her and she went ' what? im screaming for the poor girl okay!' haha. i thought it was pretty funny la. yeah.

good day to all who sees this. :D

somehow 14 august reminds me of something perhaps someones birthday or something. guess whos birhtday tomorrow? haha. its my 'brothers' birthday and my ah-ma's birthday. haha. my brother indeed. somehow my dad reminds him of his own dad so he calls my dad 'papa stanley' so i guess that makes him kind of my brother la. haha. and his like 30+ . funny guy. my 4 front teeth bohgay gege. haha. and that day he called me to tell me some retarded stuff la. maybe i could request something as a gift for ____. cooL. : )

so i talked to ___ today becasue of ____. wahliao. and some people were being so annoying today la. seriously la. me and tkl are doing 2 stuff cause we are like MAD over her. hor tkl? haha

i love my life . and when i take a picture of what i drew in my Emath book, i'll post it. and jaswin kaur is retarded. haha .

heres a nice video. eh, my 4 front teeth bohgay gege can sing okay ! his got his own album man. go get it! its damn good. really la.


我的家就在这里 by 周崇庆 萧嘉蕙

I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don’t believe it makes me real
I thought it’d be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don’t know how it got so bad
Sometimes it’s so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it’s the only thing that I have

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

On my own

I tried to be perfect
It just wasn’t worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It’s hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

pieces - sum 41

yes, im better of on my own. maybe a couple of friends, a bottle of alcohol and a beach or sea side and that'll be great. i best be left alone with my friend. just one. if i were depress you'd find me at the sea side, or near water and just thinking. yeah, i think osme people should really just think about other people before making an plans for them. please dont do that to me. it turns me off. i misplaced my trust in you. i was foolish not to listen to -- because she warned me before had and i guess i let my emotions get the better of me.

and really, some people are just so hard to get a hold of. where were you? shopping ah? haha.

i was looking at the pictures and guess what i came across! this!
hahha! the both of them look alike la! dont you think so? haha

its not going to be better. its better that we split, for both parties. we see things so differently from each other. i think it should just go back to the way it was. 2 of us and 5 of you. you know, we dont really care how you guys think about it or see us in the way ___ think whatever you guys want cause it doesnt bother us. and i think i definately mispace my trust in C. i should have listen to . and i still think that i dont have to be affected by you guys in certain things such as giving presents. dont you think that giving a present to someone doesnt mean that i have to join with you so that it would be cheaper? o comon on la, even if it were a hundred bucks and i have to pay it by myself, i would because its what i think and giving a present is from me so i dont give a damn about what you think. thats us, so differnt from you and accept the fact man. it was never okay, because the 2 groups have different personalities and characteristic . and 7 is too big and when it becomes too big, it becomes hypocritical . think about it. they think im ' stealing ' you. okay, sure go ahead. they think that we're crazy over her. go right ahead cause it doesnt affect me. were not people who get affected by peer pressure. and im never going to trust C. anymore. its been too hard. birthdays, parties, lets just let it all go because its never going to happen. and really,i dont give a shit about the ___ thing and what you guys thought.



having said that, i think people who are related really do have similar characteristics. now dont you agree tkl? haha.

you see, i told you the class outing was going to be in a few hours . so i couldnt get to sleep last night and hence wasnt really able to wake up. haha. met tkl super early at queenstown MRT. and we took an MRT all the way to pasir ris man! so cool ! yeah, we were damn early and i was quite impress that most of them were actually not that late. of course the latest was as usual howe but yeah it was rather impressing . yeah, so we waited for ms ng outside the theme park and she brought her nephew. haha. his damn cute man! haha. spider man boy. haha. yeah so we didnt take as many rides cause well, i guess it wasnt as exciting anymore. best part about the whole trip ( in my opinion) was us cycling. i think it was the funniest part cause lester would follow anything we did or say. so tkl said something like ' o man! im getting blacker/ tanner!' and than lester said it too and ms ng was like ' its okay for a boy to be dark la.' haha. of course la! can you imagine some fair looking guy standing in front of you? eww. yeah. and shes so damn mean to her nephew man! even i wont do that la! ' u jump down from here' which was quite high even for me. and he was about to la. haiyoh. it was really hot and i really felt like swimming but looking at the sea really turned me off but i walked in anyway. and my slipper came out twice la. im glad its able to float. : ) and while walking in the the water SOMEONE said 'leeanne, 不要做傻事 ! ' haha. as if i will in such a disgusting murky, lurky ecky water la. and 我没那么空闲 lor. yeah, im still waiting for the pictures. :D heheheheh. but heres the ones i have at hand la. enjoy :D


his the spider man/boy! haha so cute right!


thats ms ng trying to take a snap shot of me and tkl but we caught it first. muahaha!


shirin and dalila. SPLASH!

:D cycling today was alot more enjoyable than the last time.

ah, its friday, and in a few hours, we'd all be meeting at the etrance pf escape . :D is it me or do my nights just lag alot. its taking really long to pass and as i said before, i live at night. the best time to do anything and everything. nocturnal. owell. ive got a cup which reads : if at first you dont suceed, cheat !' and another phrase,: mickey mouse is a rat!' those kinds of retarded cups with stupid things written on it. i decided to continue with my jigsaw puzzle today and somehow, every piece seem so different from each other, and nothing seem to fit. and so this phrase kept popping up infront of me: if at first you dont suceed, cheat.' and my puzzles had the alphabets and numbers at the back ad i was so temted to just flip everything to the back and cheat. but i decided. so ive learn something. being persistant is good; beig too persistant turns people off. somethimes even yourself.

BANG!

alright! in a blink of an eye, half the week's gone. wow, thats really fast. tomorrows friday ! :D the past week hasnt been great , just fine. somehow, i cant seem to remember much about monday and tuesday except for the fact that it wasnt so good. wednesday was celebrations and after that, me and tkl had the intention of going to junction 8 to get the really big ___ and to go on a hitsugaya toushirou shopping spree but, SOME people didnt pass us the money to get it. so we decided to just go hitsugaya stuff but there wasnt as many as the last time i went with aimin. so sad! but as we were going to leave the shop, we saw a ___. looked so awesome so duh, we bought it. than we decided to turn it into a necklace so we went chain hunting. haha. alright man! we came home and cycled all the way to school. we were like okay, lets give and take the time that we mght get lost or need to rest and all so we gave ourselves 1/2 an hour to get there and another 1/2 hour to come back but instead we took only 5+ minutes to get there. so we went to coro to get bubble tea and than went to church to slack but ms ling wasnt there so i went to collect my thumbdrive from ms chan and decided to not wait for ms ling anymore and left. haha. owell. thats about it, we cycled. the pictures of the bbq was nice but this is my favourite one. :D




and there are alot more pictures. of retarded people. haha.

check the video out. some woman playing the saxaphone. the songs called nothing's gonna change my love for you. really nicely played. its a long wait though. no idea why. yeah, so anyway, i was just thinking. i want my future boyfriend to be tall, dark, handsome,rich, muscular, and can play the saxaphone or drums or guitar. :D woohoo ! haha.

you know, alcohol really is good. thats is when you have appropriate company of course. for today, it was great. there was the right ambience and right company. except for the atmosphere. i always imagine it to be a really smoking place. haha. yes, what imagination. so, it was great today. 2 bottles gone in less than 10 minutes. man that was fast. and i think charmaine tan should never ever drink outside because well, she was kinda drunk. she was being irritating and weird and pervertic after awhile. and this is really stupid. i showed ms chan the previous post and she said' eh, why i dont have' and i said' of course la! its mine leh. im not giving it to you' only to realise that she was talking about the picture while i was talkig about my laptop. haha. anyways, thank God it went well. and, them popping the drink was funny. haha. and some weirdo person was like : no alcohol ah? chey.
you know what i think? this person is some kind of person who goes drinking. just drinking in some not so niosey place not like zouk or coco latte. yeah, i think they are damn noisey. i'd do that too. some where with the right ambience. mmm. maybe i should open some kind of place for people to have fun. not a pub and not a cafe but somewhere in between. and, ms chan also said something like' wah sleep under the stars, so romantic' er.. i sleep alone lor. haha. with my beloved bear ! i cant sleep without it. heheheh.

i thank God for everyone in my life starting from school to clubs to ___.
___, you rock and i love you damn alot. and you know too many things :D

see, i told you i gave the crappiest answers. surprisingly, i passed. wow! :D thank you!
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o yeah, after aimin and tohdoh left, everyone left was taking a whole lot of pictures. and seriously everyone. super funny. and so i decided to join in too, after i sent people to the bus stop. and i nearly fell. haha. check it out man!

Happy birthday ms chan! :D








having faith is good. and i can prove it. the last week, i was feeling alittle vexed about the escape thing. like the weather and cash problems. i thought that the weather would be bad cause well, the last week was raining on and off. so well you know, one can never be sure about the weather espicially when global warming is well, in effect. and so i decided to have faith and not check the weather forecast. and of course, the money problem. we were suppose to go down to get it settled but i thank God for people around me that made it alot easier. but before that, i was afraid that people might back out and all. so i decided to once again have another 'dose' of faith and just let the Lord take care of everything, and i thank God once again that nothing major happen. :D o, i was surprise that some people were surprise that i know about albert einstein's theory of relativity which is the mass energy equivilance also known as E=mc². i mean, issint everyone suppose to know that? in any case, i think einstein is not the greatest scientist or physicist because for one, if it wasnt for newtons discovery of gravity, i doubt he could actually unravel so many earthly mysterys although he lived untill 76. anyway, einsteins hair is so prominent. i mean if you actually see his kind of hairstyle on someones head, wouldnt your first reaction be: is he mad? or is he a mad scientist? or is he trying to look like einstein? yes, if he saw, you would think like that because thats what he is famous for. his weird hairdo and well, his mass energy equivilance. issint it? haha

im really glad to be alive and that i was able to expirence today. so i think im really counting my blessings.

Thank you ms ng for letting me pass my physics test although i gave the crappiest answer, and also brightening up my day cause at that time, i forgot about the problem that was happening.



Thank you ms susan ng for the crappy stuff that you told us. haha. it was funny.it really woke me up. espicially when i was feeling so depress cause i though i was going to fail my physics test.



Thank you shirleen, esther, alyss and audrey for always crapping with me.



Thank you Vk and charmaine for always being there for me.



Thank you ___ for always listening to me complain about anything and everything. you know too much . :D



really, it was fun. and today is the 2nd of august. yes, its aimins birthday. did you really think i'd forget? comeon! not in a million years. havent you heard the song by michael buble? the best is yet to come. and really, it has yet to come. :D



Happy birthday DEAR ! :D



and you know i was kidding right? yes, rock on beloved! and our nightly conversations become forgotten in the day, do not fret.



one more thing. i really 佩服 ms chan for tolerating charmaine during emath .

佩服,佩服!
how do you do it? haha.

so ive been going to coro with vk and all ad ive been drinking that oreo chocolate thing and its makig my cough go from bad to worse. todays farewell party was fun cause all of them are super crappy and damn funny la. haha. somehow, i have this really bad feeling in my gut that some people are going to back out of the escape thing. please dont cause we're buying 30 tickets. please dont. and, we havent got back our physics paper. damn scary! and i have a feeling im going to fail. wait, its over 45 right? so that means i need a 22.5 to pass. hahaha! yeah right ah ! i lost 3 freaking marks all because of some stupid part of my brain was being so damn crappy. i wasnt thinking physics but somehow was thinking about er, alcohol hence the simple explanation of ' is she talking about alcohol as in beer or alcohol as in really scientifically ah?' and i imagine my finger going in both cups of 'alcohol' and when i took it out, it was dripping. what imagination! thank you very much. and as if thats not bad enough, all my answers were so ridiculous . really i mean _______? so funny . no lor. and, i dont even think that she'd really actually pass anyone or maybe charmaine tan kai ling who suddenly seems o so interested and er.. good in physics. and one more thing. chem sucks ! i seriously dont get it and i tend to drift of when i dont. come back to realilty woman. and, i fail my chem test and than i told audrey my mark and she said ' wah, still look so hapy ah?' haha. i must look depress meh? looks are decieving my dear, VERY. like some certain people.

let cheers with bottles of ALCOHOL. go and die la!