after going to school today, i came home, started doing physics, and i realized that i could hardly answer anything, i just could answer the questions properly. it was just all wrong, there were a few misinterpretations, afew careless mistakes here and there, but its just gone. i cant do it! and im just so sick of studying altogether. i was doing this thing, and had to wait for it to be done, then i realized that it was always because of someone else. i was rubbing off someone else. i was that girl, her friend, whats her name? kind of person. im invisible, i cannot be seen. i want to be left alone, i want to be ignored. its the best.

anyway, ive decided that my funeral will be open to only invited people. because not many people will attend anyway, so to make it look nice, ive decided that only some people are invited. will die not fulfilling my aspirations. u know why? because i cant even do normal easy physics, there is no way i can be an outstanding physicist and create me blackhole and kill people. but do u know how i will die? i will drown in my tears. good bye world.

okay, im going to get the i touch, definitely.
im telling you, theres too many distractions in my life, in my face. even if i was given 2 weeks, it still wouldnt be enough because i cant stop procrastinating. wahliao.. i know !


anyways, a joke to share:
'i defenestrated the clock out of the window to see if time flies.'

wonderful world- herman's hermits

Don't know much about history (dont take history)
Don't know much biology ( i take physics)
Don't know much about science books (or do i?)
Don't know much about the french I took (perhaps chinese?)
But I do know that I love you
And I know that if you loved me too
What a wonderful world this would be

Don't know much about geography (im quite good okay!)
Don't know much trigonometry (perhaps, ur right.)
Don't know much about algebra ( who say?)
Don't know what a slide rule is for (me too..)
But I know that one and one is two
And if this one could be with you
What a wonderful world this would be

Now I don't claim to be an A student (ya..)
But I'm tryin' to be
Oh maybe by being an A student, baby
I can win your love for me

Don't know much about history
Don't know much biology
Don't know much about science books
Don't know much about the french I took
But I do know that I love you
And I know that if you loved me too
What a wonderful world this would be


But I do know that I love you
And I know that if you loved me too
What a wonderful world this would be


im doing stupid things here..
shot dead.

does anyone else watch 命中注定我愛你? todays episode was really good. and i got to take a good look at ethan ruan (ji chun xi) and baron chen (dylan), and baron chen is super good looking! hahaha!



haha!

How do you do
what you do to me?
I wish I knew,
if I knew how you do it to me
I'd do it to you; electrify

today was such a dramatic day. haha.
i HAVE TO STUDY.
STOP SLEEPING,
STOP PLAYING STAND BY ME.
i shouldnt have started now.

everytime -, time stops for a second or 2.
electrifyingly.. i cant describe.
enough is enough.

your just too good to be true,
cant take my eyes off you,
(what ah?)

good ole oldies! its the best!

who cares about guitar heroes when you've got the real thing? okay, fine, me. guitar heroes is still fun. this week has been a very unproductive , expensive and a - one. unproductive because ive done very little .. and too much physics. too much, but then again, after hearing the news about the molecule smashing machine (black hole) im so inspired to be a physicist. really. and then this weekend has been a bass-y one. im so excited about the coming holidays. i can i finally not see all you people.
im so ready for wednesday! so exciting! my sister was being stupid yesterday.' why is there no sea breeze? issint there suppose to be convection current now?'


badtz maru bass.
suitable for kids and smaller players. ( sounds so suitable for me :))

i know theres this bass at sweelee (brash besar) and im so eyeing that!

whats that song? sir duke. i just cant play this one part. too fast for my retarded fingers.. damn it..


to 'ur junior' murphys law is as such :'Whatever can go wrong will go wrong, and at the worst possible time, in the worst possible way' . so true.

i managed to survive today. well done. 3 periods of physics, geography, actually, thats about it. cause chemistry and math were sort of free periods, so me and sara just sat outside. they view in class is utterly disgusting.. you know, when we were doing physics, i was just so sick of physics, and the possibilities vary from:
[1] i was really bothered by THAT
[2] i didnt know how to do a lot of it
[3] i had no mood to study
[4] today was a bad day because others seemed happy, while i was. -_- (literally)
[5] physicstitist is kicking in, the real effect..

by the way, i must say, the internet is a really good tool, for anything and everything. bleach got subbed in 4 days, and seeing how efficient i am, have watched it already. it was good. seing hitusagaya toushirou use hyrouinmaru was a classic. i mean seeing kusaka waving hyrouinmaru around wasnt as nice. somehow.. he just didnt seem to have that.. something about him..
guess what? i just heard(saw) news thats this is going to be followed by Bleach: Fade to Black, I Call Your Name. awesome! i so totally dont mind the wait. i mean, its freaking bleach !!

guess whos hot?

hisagi shuuhei!

o, im abit slow, i found out how to take screen shots. haha! show you!

my wallpaper. nice right? of course la, i take one leh..

shit. i really should stop making a fool of myself.
shit, this is embarrassing..


in friendship as in love,
we are often more happy from the things we are ignorant of,
than from those we are acquainted with..

agreed.

its been a good weekend. adequate rest. its time to hit the books again.
anyways, i was at the wall on friday, and i saw coach. so i was thinking' shucks.. this is bad.. i hope he doesnt say much to me.' so it was okay, he said hi, asked why i stopped and all, and i told him because of exams and all and he gave that face and went' its only 2 hours, get ur mind off exams!' haha. then i saw jayne. then 10 minutes after jayne walked to court 8, coach came back and told me to get all my stuff and go play with jayne. its like .. so 'bu hao yi si'. but of course i wanted to .. duh! who would rather play with the wall than a person? lucky i didnt though. or it was have been just .. plain weird.



should i, should i not?
now, or later?
im not one who makes things look as if no damn thing happened ..

awesome! bleach: the diamond dust rebellion is out ! ahhhhhhhh!!!!
so exciting!! but is raw..:( but they say that its going to get loaded real soon!! yay! shucks! such a bad timing.. ive got to study.. wahliao.. nevermind, i'll still watch it! giving it about two weeks to upload it with subs. so totally awesome!! woahhoo!!!

im finally done with chinese social studies and english! awesome!
exposized-narrative. ( huh?) HAHA.

thumbs up for veoh. it loads real quickly. oley! my bleach! watch 185(starting) hyourinmaru VS raika,

my sister is a freak. duh. her room smells like hard-boiled eggs. sick. and her name is FB and HB. sucker!

huixin is weird. just a reminder as well, i have not eaten my ice cream..
GHW, if you see this, remind me to call you. i forgot to tell you about a dream. it was like so totally weird!
anyways, the both of us are like so super alike, no wonder we're like BFFF ! like totally! (wahliao..)

BOOMDEYADA
BOOMDEYADA
BOOMDEYADA.




ive got my priorities straight,
what about you?

shucks, tomorrows chinese. somehow, i dont feel that .. anxious..