i had in my lifetime encontered another wonderful dream. it wasnt anything like i had imgaine. it was as if we were so close. it felt as if you were as close to me like someone dear. i cant discribe the dream in words but it was beautiful. if i could, i would rather sleep the whole time, just leaving in that dream forever.sadly, i awoke, and it all seemed to just 'poof' away.


t's late in the evening; she's wondering what clothes to wear.
She puts on her make-up and brushes her long blonde hair.
And then she asks me, "Do I look all right?"
And I say, "Yes, you look wonderful tonight."

We go to a party and everyone turns to see
This beautiful lady that's walking around with me.
And then she asks me, "Do you feel all right?"
And I say, "Yes, I feel wonderful tonight."

I feel wonderful because I see
The love light in your eyes.
And the wonder of it all
Is that you just don't realize how much I love you.

It's time to go home now and I've got an aching head,
So I give her the car keys and she helps me to bed.
And then I tell her, as I turn out the light,
I say, "My darling, you were wonderful tonight.
Oh my darling, you were wonderful tonight."

out of the blue, this song came to my mind and i remembered many incidents of the pass. singing this for p5's music day or something, while sarah played the guitar of this song. i like it.

its called 关怀方式.

i just found out a new thing! and im so happy about it! now i know what she changed into and why and, its such a blessing to all of us! at least now she'd _____ less. :D yay! anyhows, i felt as if today went pass really slowly. we only had 20 minutes of chem and i just realised that well, its actually quite easy. easy to grasp the concept but memorising wise, heheh, ive got to buck up. there wasnt physics so it went straight to SS. and i tell you, ms ng goes so fast! in 3 lessons, she complete the whole of chapter 4. and that is damn cool. and we got scolded for a whole 20 minutes by ms kaur cause some people in our class are seriously assholes, rude shits and whatever i can think of. some even snooped as low to get someone to help them clear their fucking rubbish. assholes. so i heard their dead in the next english lesson. good luck to that.me and audrey ate cup noodles for recess. and thats alot better than the damn suckish canteen food. I SUCK IN POA. yeah, alot. should have taken art! i think i'd actually excel alot better there. sheesh. assemly was boring and i sat all the way infront. but it wasnt that bad cause it was only for a period . and back to class. me and trixie we're playing la. she copied my every action. so funny! than i was suppose to go home but than decided to have lunch with huixin and vk and tkl joined us. we bought 13 cups of bubble tea. for:
aimin
shirleen
audrey
alyss
esther
beatrice
mabel
ms ling
auntie doris
janelle
huixin
charmaine
me

haha. yeah. lucky the person behind was iris so heheh, she waited for quite long. re turned to school, and help huixin with the GB board. man im nice! haha. and you know something? physics homework was suppose to be due today but she didnt come so thank God i didnt bring that er.. thing?

I SUCK IN POA , and theres a test first thing next week. wahliao. D:

i think you guys should see a picture of SHAO JIE! :D

' i love m m!' which means' i love M&MS'






the series of pictures dipic this.


she just wakes up and is moody. mum carries him.
mums tired, puts him down.
shao jie crys.
yeye opens a packet of M&Ms for him
he eats
he picks
he's happy. :D

o wow ! my good thursday days are being brought forward to this term. im happy! espicially today, although i was a little depress i the morning upon learning about somethings. during chinese, me shen and trixie went over to 3/7 to slack cause both our lao shi's didnt come. :D heheh! was quite amaze cause POA passed really quickly but someone was so annoying during POA. than came SS. im telling you, ms ng is so funny! like half way through the lesson she told us some fishball joke. haha! so me toh and howe got quite mad and i guess i could use the term 'FUN' during phyiscs cause well, the three of us were laughing like freaks la. and and and! i think for my question, i think it has something to do with humidity but i wasnt so so sure so i asked ms ng. and i think she also dunno lor! cause she had to think about it. wahaha!


today was a fun day :D
and we are done with the re-doing the physics report and it looks a whole lot better and and and, i got 15/15 for my physics file ! that is way cooL :D

today was a good day. and you know what? ms ng is so cool ! haha! seriously la. like her lesson passes very fast cause she talks as fast as me and she covers alot. and and! shes darn random la. haha. like today, there was a funeral going on and during her lesson, there was a lot of clashing and beaing of the drum as i think the body was leaving the place or something and than half way through the lesson she suddenly went' wah! next time ah, my funeral 1 day enough already so tiring you know ! and so noisy.' haha! damn funny la. and than just before the lesson ended , she suddenly asked' eh, ur prefer jennier aniston or angelina jolie?' haha! and and and, i am VERY amazed at her choice of words. haha! shes damn cool !

oo! i just played this game. it cuts people up. just follow the instructions and you'll get pass although i have to say, its pretty sadistic, and maybe a little horrifying.
http://games.yahoo.com/free-games/dark-cut

today is common test day. my memorys failing me D: like today, during physics , ms ng was asking why the temperature remain constant and i couldnt remeber it. i knew it cause i wrote it down but i just couldnt find it in my brain. all i need was the words ' cohesive force' and tada! i'd remember but sadly, nope. o well and during this period of thime while she was talking, i was thinking about this question, but didnt want to ask her during lesson time cause i thought that she'd scold me or something cause man! she totally freaked me out today ! anyhows, during lunch i asked them, and we'll they didnt know so i'll ask tomorrow. will it? i think english is quite fine. not as boring , not as sleepy but enjoyable. emath rocked cause i thought that my paper was free of mistakes but when tohdoh checked something, she found something wrong. my paper was erred! damn saddening la. anyhows, check out the kon i drew! i took a whole hour of POA to draw it la! its nice right? heheh. :Do yes, did i tell you that today, ms kaur kept repeating the word 'lingual' and it really reminded me of lingual . i miss her, and her bubliness and the best part is, im taller than that 26? :D


the one in pink is lings. couldnt find the nicer photo. but this will do . :D


presenting to you: kon! drawn by, me!




mabel got it for me ! :D darn cute man!
love you!! :D

have i told you that this taste really good? if i havent , than let me tell you. its good stuff! :D


this is called' pink beauty', and its dedicated to beloved shirleen toh! its great stuff too! :D

anyhows, school started today and we changed english teacher. D: although there were so many lesons, i thought that it was over really quicky. let me tell you something ironic. when ms ng was reading out the names of group 3, i heard someones name with audreys and thought' haha! sucker audrey! ur stuck with her! haha!' and than when she was reading the names for people in group 4 i thought ' o, okay, not as bad as audrey, haha!' and than she said' and the group leader is leeanne'. my mind was like ' huh? wahliao ! is she out of her mind? i leader ah? so funny la. ' and there i was laughing at audreys misfortune. sigh-

i know this sounds so weird coming from me but, its true. okie , i'll say it. i miss school ! D: yeah. i miss the people and the time taken up for lessons and during lessons we do rediculous things like for instance er, messaging instead of listening, or perhaps sleeping during the teachers boring ' speech' and just talking about crazy things. i miss those days. although with holidays, i do have alot of time on hand and can do sutff like, sleep? slack and watch animes and shows like bleach and wei xiao pasta on crunchy roll, on of course not forgetting about the late nights out. no doubt i'd miss the nights out and the slack days i had. o well.

so me and aimin went out today, only the both of us cause some ass pangseh us. so we meet at the MRT station, and off we went to jurong entertainment centre. and heres the magical story of our day. :D

poof!*, we were transported by what people call a MRT to an entertainment centre. upon arrival, the both of us took a moving flight of stairs up to the second level where we went to the area where one could by what the called a movie ticket. it was 1313, and the show started at 1330. what were we to do inbetween? so we walked and walked and walked. finally, 1330 arrived and we bought something that could be consumed just by sucking and off to the show. after the show, we had lunch. after lunch, we were off to play a game where you roll balls on a very slippery floor. srike 1 for me but strike 2 for aimin. i was suppose to win the last game if i didnt teach aimin how to get a strike and yet that ingrate used that technique back on me! it backfired! and at my last chance, she keep on saying a certain persons name which made me laugh and bang! ** the 2 balls that i rolled went in to what aimin calls a 'longgang'. i think it just a really long hole. sheesh. there, heres the story. :D

school startinfd, and i must say, im pretty glad. i get to spend time doing useless things again. but of course, there are definately people i dont wanna see. shit ! im reverting back to my old self !! D:

the pass week has been all about projects. the two major ones, physics and geog. finally a few weeks of struggle, we finally finished it yesterday. now we're left with pieces of individual written work and frankly, im in no mood to do any written work. except for of course, e math. :) haha. i only do school work, not tuition work cause, ms tius nuts ! her homework issint even my standard! pig! and everytime she'll go' eh you, wheres your homework? ur dead ur dead! ' im so used to that. so anyway, i guess i'll be going to st johns this saturday. and after thats its tuition. D: but it has saved me from the dinner. huh? okay, maybe a kind of understood why he keeps having dinner with them so regularly cause i can see wheres he's coming from so, fine, go right ahead.

i think im returning to my old self again. im being mean and demeaning again. and i think im starting to start the hating again!! i need professional help! D:

this is the new love ! for songs that is.

Maroon 5 – Makes Me Wonder


[Verse]
I wake up with blood-shot eyes
Struggled to memorize
The way it felt between your thighs
Pleasure that made you cry
Feels so good to be bad
Not worth the aftermath, after that
After that
Try to get you back

[Bridge]
I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you

[Chorus]
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to try
(Yeah)
So this is goodbye

[Verse]
God damn, my spinning head
Decisions that made my bed
Now I must lay in it
And deal with things I left unsaid
I want to dive into you
Forget what you're going through
I get behind, make your move
Forget about the truth

[Bridge]
I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you

[Chorus 1 + 2]
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try (yeah)
And you told me how you're feeling
But I don't believe it's true
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
(Oh no)
So this is goodbye

[Breakdown]
I've been here before
One day a week
And it won't hurt anymore
You caught me in a lie
I have no alibi
The words you say don't have a meaning
Cause..

[Bridge]
I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you and I...
And so this is goodbye

[Chorus 1 + 2]
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you,
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try
And you told me how you're feeling
But I don't believe it's true
Anymore Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
(Oh no)
So this is goodbye
So this is goodbye, yeah (x 3)
(Oh no)

woo! :D audrey and vk came over and we suspect something terrible. i hope K falls for S and than gets a taste of her own medicine man.

dear Lord, please forgive me of my sins because we did smth bad today. Amen,

audrey and tkl came over today. and in audreys phone, i saw something unbelivable. so bitch ! thats fucking mean.i mean to audrey thats considered fucking mean la. how could she seriously do that? she should have a taste of her own medicine. she is so low. really. and how can anyone like her? i think, she should seriously go and die. talk about yourself before talking about others. i think alot of people got fooled by you. innocent? i guess not huh.


anyhows, physics project totally sucks. its damn hard to do. wahliao! its damn ugh ! damn crap la. RUBBISH !. geog also. tkl sucks to the max. she can only sew and its SCARED OF THE FREAKING DARK. she suchs at making houses, people and she cant freaking dap for nuts ! we talked quite abit today. not done yet . - . going to stay in audreys house soon to talk. toh and aimin are invited too ! :D heheh.

your low you know?
even for your 10 yr old mentality,
thats damn lowdown.
you lowndown bitch.

yet another wonderful episode of bleach. and here,you get to see hitsugaya taicho fight again. it was when rangiku-san called him and it was so cooL ! go watch it!. HITSUGAYA TOUSHIROU! :D

http://www.crunchyroll.com/showmedia?id=85599

this song is from wei xiao pasta and its really nice ! :D

my date rocked! :D it was damn fun i love you people! had tuition this morning. ms tiu was so annoying! she kept asking where we were going la. pig. i bet she wanted to stalk us la. pig! o! theres a new serial to introduce ! smiling pasta also known as wei xiao pasta. haha. had drum lesson today and i finally remembered to bring my file. :D heheh but we were learning jazz. so i left the house at 520 and only to reache plaza sing. at 610 la. they were all late. called aimin and so coincidentally she too was going to pizza hut for dinner ! so cool ! yeap . so i met sarah first. than ashley and joy and the last one, felicia. so we went to pizza hut first and ordered our food. food came and so did fel. so we ate and talked and laughed about those good old times. took pictures and ate even more. guess what our total bill was? 5 of us ate $104.41 . yeah. and we were there from 6+7 till around 9ish? haha yeah. than we went to play the arcade. finallly, joys dad sent me home. so, i had a great date thanks dearest beloved darlings ! :D haha. that so issint me. but o well!

the time we had was really short but i really enjoyed it.
although we cant be ____ we'll be great friends,
which will last forever.

ashley! pass the pictures beloved! :D

rock on loves!

this is to a certain someone. and er, i guess that my action were kind of over board. and it was meant as a joke. and i think that this apology is long over due. really long over dued since last year. so yeah. its rather sad. the way thigs have been and yeah, its for the same YOU.

i was stupid
i was dumb
i did it out of fun

i thought it would be funny
and you would laughed it off
but little did i know
that you would bear a grudge

it amused me much
but it didnt work on you
thus our friendship soured
because of something stupid

stupid and dumb
ridiculously crazy
what was i even thinking
about sending you those things?

im sorry if it hurt you
because it seemed so funny
to me but not to you

funny indeed and stupid of me
to do a thing like that
and it cost me alot
i friendship that i valued

now all i hope is a chance
of redemtion and maybe
forgivness too?

maybe its alittle hard
but let me make it up to you
by saying a very hard word
yet a very strong word?
sorry.

its time for the details ! :D

me and tkl reached there at around 12+. yeah. we were suppose to meet at 230. so we walked around, and checked out the place. meet the 5 of them who by the way were half an hour late, and than checked into the room. slacked and rented bike. they left early so me tkl and aimin decorated the place and than joined them for cycling. came back and started to set the fire but failed. 3 times. uncle came and helped us get the fire started. after a nervous wait, the cake and the teachers finally came so we kind of litted the cake for toh. _________ this is something that me and aimin kind of regret but yeah, you dont need to know the details. slacked. the bbq wasnt as fun as i had expected but hey, never imagine beforehand cause it never works out. tanked all the way ! cut toh cakes, tool a few pictures and the teachers left. me aimin tkl and toh was suppose to slee downstairs but according to us, we felt that tkl was drunk with the rest so alyss slept downstairs. whilw they were drinking and er, doing stuff, we downstairs people were watching tv and playing mahjong. aimin and shirleen are really pigs. i was always a tile away from winning but they never did let me win. so me and aimin didnt sleep the first night cause the neighbours we making a hell lot of noise. and bytheway, we were prearing to go to bed at 3+ after our si san quan. haha. so we set off at 7+ 8 and wanted to rent bikes but they were closed so we walked to macs to have breakfast. took neoprints and than went back to rent bikes.cyled and then went to escape. took the flipper first and than got pretty wet. wanted to go into the haunted house but back out at the last minute. set the fire up again , and prepared for the bbq. played ddr, bishibashi and watched tv. me and aimin we really dead tired cause well, we didnt sleep the previous night so we just went dead. woke up this morning at 8ish to pack up and all. went to the arcade again. despite our tiredness, we wanted to watch a movie. men in white but there was some problems so we watched shrek3 at vivo. now, im going to sleep. :D cant you tell? the details are getting really shallow. haha

hello all ! :D im back! it was fun but not as fun as i had expected but owell. i'll tell u guys the details in the next post yeah? :D


happy birthday tohdoh !


tohs cake


looks whos got cake all over? exensive mask man ! :D


cant you see the distinct groups?
not so close. but theres a nicer one with tohdoh.


toh me and alyss. ben and jerrys cow. ops


alyss and aimin. on the ferrys wheel.


tkl and sng.


audrey and toh. im still wondering why toh sat with her. hmm.


these free hands people. while we were carrying a whole lotta stuff.


us waiting for the bus.


guess what she said when she saw this? 'wah! so pretty!'
eh, who you learn from ah? so ego ah loh aimin. o wait. i know who you learn from. :D


in the mrt. we were dead tired.


aimin and mumbo. they look alike. :S


i won willy wolly junior leeanne. i had nothing to do with the name.i swear

tomorrows it ! but im feeling really really tired la. i slept at 6+ and had tuition at 8. wahliao. i had barely 2 hrs of sleep la. damn tired. i think we're going to have fun. but im in serious need of sleep. check this out. damn cool.

lets see. let me start from wednesday.
tkl came over after training and than we went out to eat. came home and decided to embark on that geog. project, so we went out to get the necessary items. so i had tuition and she played her psp. after our night cycle, we continued our project. from about 11 to 2 for her but 3+ for me. woke up the next day and decided to make chips. guess what we had for dinner? CHILLI CRAB! :D it was yum but i thought that it tasted a little differnt from the normal, and than sent her home. came home and than at around 1145, we decided to have supper so we went to adam to eat. i came home and watched bleach. :D o! i saw a rat. haha! i cut my hair. okay la, i just layered it la. and sad, theres no drum lesson tomorrow. D: but we're sending the pocket bike for a chain replacement as well as some repairs. i guess the fork of the pocket bike aint that stable cuz well, it got into a crash before. yeah by me la. wahliao. accelerated all the way and we crashed. D: its time to enjoy ! :D

there, the little pocket bike.



okay, i guess typed something really really long about big buffet. but i guess it affects how ppl look at me but i seriously dont give a fuck la. yeah, even the vp says that im mean and demeaning. owell.

firstly, i'll blog about bleach and not yet on the past few days of my life because for one its really long and two, im in the midst of watching bleach. from episode 120 to right now, 128 which by far is the latest one :D .

so i was watching episode 121 and there, you get to see captain hitsugaya in action again but this time, he gets beaten up really badly. because his shinkai has wings which unables toushirou-kun to fly. after giving his last blow, poor captain hitsugaya is badly wounded and just falls from the the sky. such a heart wretching scence to see hitsugaya taicho fall from the sky. so sad. i was so sad ! D: and in the following episodes, ichigo looks for the vizard and then starts the battle in controlling his inner hollow and finally does it. so, congratulations to kurosaki ichigo in completely reassuring that inner hollow. and so the first taicho tells hitsugaya what aizen plans to do and now, every ones training up. sado-kun, ishida and i guess, the rest to. sooner or later. anyhows, i think that matsumoto-san has a very reasuring smile, espicially towards that weak , unsure and scared inoue.

beloved itsugaya toushirou lives ! of course ! his a taicho mind you. :D

my day at the physiotherapist.
so heres how it went.



my left knee was suppose to move like a pendulum but, it couldnt because..


my nerves were all knoted up. so she started pressing it to 'untie' it and than,


you see a girl in agony. sadly, no one took a picture of leeanne in agony so you'll only get to see some other picture that i found on the net D:

told you, today was going to be a slack slack slack day. woke up at 2, and than went to see the physiotherapist cause of my knee. wahliao! freaking painful la ! she was like pressing the nerves of me knee cause apprently, when your knees upright, around 90 degrees, its suppose to swing like a pendulm , and only my right knee could do it. my left knee didnt even bother moving like a pendulum so she was pressing the nerves to 'untie the knots'. yeah, huh? anyhows, it was freaking painful.

o, tkl's coming tomorrow. ! :D

To: all the people going for that combine camp,
i hope you guys have fun ad not die halfway in the camp and nothing major happens to you guys cuz theres something waiting for you at the end of your 'OSOFUN' camp. can you see the light at the end of the tunnel?

cheers,
ahlee. who is super cool :D

help, im caught in a delima.

ones tall dark and handsome while the other ones got quite afew things in common. how? and im closer to the other one .
tall dark and handsome or mr incommon?

help!

sundays are total slack days ! :D aimin and all always go to places that i go to ! and on the same day ! the last time was at tiong bahru plaza and this time its at bukit timah plaza ! but didnt see them. owell. watched motor gp last night. and the winner is.. ROSSI! valentino rossi that is. went to school for boring POA, than went to macs to eat and saw a bunch o teachers there la. -.- i guess tomorrow, im going to slack again. probably try doing the physics thing. anyhows, my condolences to aimin, shirleen,alyss,audrey, esther , trixie ad all others who have to go for that camp and dont want to but hey look forward to the day it ends cuz _______!! :D :D :D
my saturday date ! :D



rossi :D


rossi stunting.

o! ive got a current obsession. its the tank CD! :D first it was 專屬天使 than it was 第二次初戀 than 城裡的月光 and now, its 非你莫屬. wahahah!

i realise that my blogs rather plain. so oring, so picture-less. did anyone check out that
www.myforesteddays.blogspot.com
blog? i did it ! with audrey using tkls blog, so i guess all of us kinda did it in someway or another. check it out ! pictures that i took :D



the bike. cool right?


woots ! ducati 999s!


my apple.nice right? i took it in the dark when my laptop was still on. and im having trouble paying !

o yeah, anyone up for a jammng session this monday sice shirleen is back?

aimin is getting ready to sleep. so she says i PMS. ugh ! ive got freaking major problems ! ! I PMS!! i need to see a freaking psychiatrist !! help! ! recomend me one? did u read my previous post? i did. and a compared it to now, Ive got freaking huge problems. aimin says im ____ no. 2. ewww ! ! but i still cant ignore that fact that i think i PMS. HELP!! psychiatrist help! professional help needed. anyway, what does it stand for? Permanently Menatally Siao? wahliao ! HELP NEEDED !!

anyways, we've fixed a date, next saturday at where for dinner ? could anyone recommend a good dinner place? somewhere fine? perhaps candle litted as well? haha. ive finally finished the chinese blog ! so happy la ! tool freaking long to finish it, but theres onyl 1 post. and i typed it ! :D www.myforesteddays.blogspot.com

do you really understand us?
or are you justsaying it for the sake of saying it?
your differnt, beacuse of your status,
hence you'll never understand us.
no matter how hard you try,
you never will, so just give up.

why would we look for you in times of need?
what made you think that we would?
would we not look for someone who actually understood us?
what makes you think that at this age,
we treasure kinship more than friendship?
what made you think like these?

no, you never understood us,
never can, never will.
'its all for you own good'
that you'ld say. expecting us to respond to that.
issint' its all for you own good' for the face?
for that fake face that you'd give?
that stupid laugh that you'd pass off?
trying to showcase us as if we were some kind of art?
are we really art?
is that what you people see in us?

there is hatred, there is unhappiness,
and you'd never know, cuz you never asked.
you'd only care about that hypocritical face of yours.
kinship over friendship?
who do you think we are?
how old do you think we are?
are we oblige to think or feel the way you expect us to?
no, no , no and no.

we wish all of you would just disappear,
or that this screwed up world would just go away.
turn away, yes, turn away.
we are differnt from the rest.
outcasted and ousted from the inside.
thrown out by you, yes you.
think that you're that great?
think that you could control us?
could you think through your brain and not your ass?
were you never like that?
have you never felt this way?

welcome to the life of angry teens.
that the way we are,
thats the way we live by, every torturous day.
what the fuck is wrong with the damn world?
leave us alone.
we're crazy, we're insane.
should we be out away?

dont lump us with others.
like i said, we're differnt.
dont even try comparing,
that will turn us off, alot.

im not asking you to change anything.
nope, im just telling you,
you'd never understand,
you'll never care to,
so just leave us alone .

ring a bell?
issint this how most teens feel towards thier parents?
i gues im rather lucky, at least i've got people to turn to.
leave me alone !

fuck la ! fuckers ! bitch and bastard, fuck you la ! fucking pissed right now. its all your fucking fault. what the fucks has me going out have to fucking do with you. fuck off la ! fuckers. now i fucking understand la!. fuckers ! leave my fucking life alone la fuck ! stop fucking haressing me la ! fuckoff ! i swear that i can fucking kill anyone now. im warning you, dont agitate me or i fucking punch you. i dont care already la aimin. ive reached my tolerance limit. i cant fucking take it anymore. i need to go to the damn beach. fuck out of my life. ! dont fucking talking to me right now .