Wednesday, May 16, 2007
i need to tell you this. yes, YOU. thats YOU, not anyone else cause your gonna ask me sooner or later so i might as well tell YOU now. yes, i am very very against J.S. and i refuse to give her another chance. to other people, yeah sure why not, but not to her and her type. as if i havent been through this kind of problems. ive seen it way too much that ive fianlly understand the damn problem. why should u and ur kind be given a chance. ' i'll change, really i will. i'll study hard, i promise.' up my ass . ive heard it way too many times to know that thats a fucking lie.i know that all too well . TOO WELL. yes, i have a very strong prejudice against J.S. i hate her and her kind of people and no one, not even you can or will change my opinion about this.
so i hear we did badly for this mid year. and her nagging really fell on deaf ears cause now, i dont have that mood to bother anymore. im just too tired to care about anything. i think i should just get shot and die. i wonder how it feels. to get shot i mean. 1 gun shot and ur dead. BANG ! really la, i think her talk wasnt useful at all. dont waste ur breath cuz people like us, we've got no hope already. and thats where u can use the term'无药可救' la. we are realy a bunch of hopeless people. getting damn pissed at our class ? no point la. i swear our class is hopeless. but of course, theres still rachel. someone who cant come to school but can go out to candy empire on monday. owow. obviously she can do much better la. look at the damn environment. if i stay at home everyday i'll get A1 for every subject la. this is getting my mood damn screwed up. anyhows, ms ling asked me about ______. im washing my hands off her. dont drag me down because im not going to care anymore, neither do i want to have anything to do with it. go away. i cant count on you. never could and now, never will. BUT im really glad to have friends like shirleen, aimin, alyss,audrey and esther. of course , theres VK as well . :] i am so not going school tomorrow man. school was damn screwed up today. damn boring. go and die la. bye bye
o. mr bartender, can u give me my shot of gin tonic now?
what about my bottle of absolut mandarin ?
o comon!
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