Saturday, August 25, 2007
this morning, i had a dream, but was interuppted by a phone call. feeling so tired, i continued my sleep, only to sink in into another dream , a differet one, one that you would never imagine. and as i woke up again, i prayed so hard that it was a dream and that it never happen, not in another 10 or more years. and my prayer was answered. i was indeed dreaming. who knew, that one could learn from dreams? i didnt know, but this morning, as i awoke, i learnt that one sould never take things for granted. ive been taking everything around me for granted, for more than a decade. in my first dream, i had ask ^_^ to go into a huge container that was filled with water and was pretty deep and litte that i know that there was a whirlpool at the side of it. as ^_^ when in, i sat at the edge of the container with my legs daggling in the water. ^_^ swam to the side where the whirlpool was and was twirling inside it so quickly. she had shouted for help and i imediately jumped in to grab her hand. i pulled as hard as i could trying deperately to pull her back. it took very long, but we finally pulled through and i hugged ^_^ . what if ^_^ really was swallowed by that whirlpool? it would have been my fault for asking ^_^ to go swim in tha container in the first place. than my phone rang and the next dream settled in as the first one had exited. somehow, i vaugely rember throwing away my drum set and everythign else. throwing away my drum set because the scence of ♞ playing it and having so much fun kept repeating and ♞ being gone, i just couldnt bring myself to play on it again. how could all this happen so fast? i was just talked to ♞ the previous night ( and i really did) and yet i didnt take the chance to continue the conversation but cut the phone line after a few words. how could i? and i just thought why i became so overwhelm by sadness? perhaps i had been seeing ♞ quite often hence the sadness. so this morning after i awoke from the second dream, i couldnt bring myself to go down, and i said a prayer regarding my dream and as i open my door, i hear the sounds of a game my mum was playing and i heaved a sigh of relief.
i never knew i had a best friend untill i was feeling down and heard this song.
Have you heard of the one called Savior?
Have you heard of his perfect love?
Have you heard of the one in heaven?
Have you heard how he gave his son?
Well, I have found this love
And I believe in the son
Show me your way
I believe in the one called Savior
I believe He's the Risen One
I believe that I'll live forever
I believe that the King will come
Cause I have found this love
And I believe in the son
Show me your way
Jesus, you are my best friend
And you will always be
Nothing will ever change that (repeat)
Nothing will ever change that
Nothing will ever change that
Nothing will ever change that
2:34 PM
