Wednesday, August 22, 2007
you know what? i enjoy waiting at the bus stop. i get to see very interesting sights and sounds. its interesting, entertaining and yes, i am weird because you would ask : what is wrong with you? whats there to see at the bus stop? weirdo' yesterday, i saw a man standing on the pavement and than he started shouting 'bbaaaayyyyiii' and i just turn to look. there he was using his hand gestures and all to illustrate something, as if he was talking to someone when there was clearing no one. perhaps i was blind but im 80% sure there was no one. no one that was visible to and normal person but i belive he was talking to someone. someone we all couldnt see. and not bad, me and tkl said hi. its teachers day next friday. im hoping that theres no training. haha. and after that, the september holidays come. all the way ! shit, theres physics tomorrow and i think shes returning us the damn practical test. mine was so screwed up. SO SCREWED.
and i asked myself today. ' why do people think that your weird? heres an answer .
i dream alot. way alot. and i indulge in my imagination that seems to be really bizzare and unthinkable. i enjoy doing things like drawing people dying or committing suicide, enjoy the tapping of my feet and the rythm of my thupping heart. and i love sleeping because i get dreams which are the love. of course, they are dreams, and i partake in the interest of the like-minded. i like feeding my constant craving no matter where it maybe, contemplating at the sky and the beach to find answers or to satisfy my constant thought of flying . and the weirdest part is, im said to be naughty. thats it. and, you know why i refuse to say anything that day? bacause charmaine says that im too straightforward and maybe what i say may hurt you because im different, i dont get affected if somone calls be a bitch or something. haha. and i think that theres no use in trying to change the mindsets of people when they think that you are lying or is in the wrong. it just wont go in trust me, i so know. -
6:44 PM
