Friday, January 11, 2008
hate , such a strong word. let us replace it with strong dislike towards a person. to be real real honest, i havent had to have a strong disliking towards someone until today or well, during the holidays for that matter. if it issint bad enough that you harass us with irritating messages that does not concern us, you harass us even in my dreams. in my opinion, i think that you dont have the obligation to do anything for us or to get to know us that well because we arent 'related' . and i dont think that there actually is a necessity for you to clear up whatever 'misunerstandings' because there honestly issint any. im showing some bloody basic respect as to someone who is older for not telling you off that day or for the very fact for you to stop harassing us. if i had no respect for you i would have definately scolded you back that night . we avoid you so that we wouldnt have to be deemed as rude because we wouldnt talk to you even if we cross paths. i turned away when i saw you because of this reason and while im talking to someone else on the phone you eavesdrop and then try to tell me something like ' ya, tell her dont come in because i know she dont want to see me' what the fuck do you mean? sarcasm ? or youre trying to tell me that you know that we have a very very strong disliking towards you? you want to play i'll play with you, and i dont fucking care what you tell your FRIEND or all the ___ officers or people when you have your damn meeting la, and dont come and ask another person to tell us something you want to tell us, dont make use of your friend to try patch up with us because i'll bloody screw you if you do. you want to care about everything that does or does not concern you vut before you do, care about yours first. who was the one who told me ' do unto others what you want others to do to you.' you dont do what you preach. what kind of ____ are you la.
im certain that i will not show you any respect the next time we cross paths. ur taking advantage of everything.
9:52 PM