Tuesday, January 01, 2008
im a freaking loser because while everyones out enjoying the new year, i am here in my orange room blogging. and its.. what time? yes, 0:19 currently. so much for being exhilarated for 2008. go and die. so ive decided that leeanne ang will not be a loser hence next year, im going to go party. with who i am unsure of but surely, not by myself. stupid loser la. wahliao, who the hell celebrates new year alone?!! i feel so loserish !! in trying to salvage myself from falling into the stupid loser zone, im blasting my music. trying to play all the 'high' songs but it aint working! whatever la, im 4 next year. so old already. i am very tempted to scream my lungs out but, its in the freaking middle of the night. yeah, went to kwaks house for her birthday. went to the gym and the bloody asshole guard came in and scolded us for making so much noise. we were soft la. halo, ur an even worse loser than me cuz ur working on new years eve ! sucker. than while he was raising his fucking voice no one gave a damn about whatever he was saying la. if i was in a bad mood i'd have scolded him man. u aint got no right to talk to us like that cuz ur being paid partly by us(kwak) . get a life old man.
i want to scream my lungs out!!! i want to take the inverted bungy and scream so God damn loud that my head will burst.
12:17 AM