Thursday, May 01, 2008
so much for labour day. i've been up for a long time. 2 third of my time went to studying. i spent my labour day labour-ing. then again, labour day is'nt meant for me now is it? neither is youth day( when is it?) nor children's day( i aint no child no more) . there's the pros and cons about being a teenager, for that matter a secondary school student. its really annoying. you can't exactly find (proper) clothes (my age) without going in to some
ah lian shop. the clothes everywhere are either too mature or too young or to colourful to me. (yes, i am young but i dont want to look to old or too colourful in a
proper dress) its annoying, when your in upper sec and have to study your freaking ass of though you've been doing that for afew years already. you know what the most annoying part is? you want something, and after a long time of deciding , you pick on this one. you try to be
friendly with your parents by telling them and then you get put down.
yes, i am a very possessive and selfish girl. i dislike having to share my things around with ten thousand people. thats why i bought my own laptop , and whatnots. so my mum has a canon camera . i will not bring that around with me because you know why? ITS NOT MINE. i went up just to ask if i was going to get any pocket money for the month of june and she went a huge round telling me stuff. i didnt even ask her to buy me the fucking camera. i just wanted to know if i was getting any freaking pocket money in june. what wrong with you? since when have i asked you to buy something expensive for me? its fine if you dont want to, dont keep putting me down would you. your the only kind of people i see who keeps putting others down you know?
dont touch me, dont talk to me, just leave me alone. if you have not realize, i dislike people.
i would very much like to be alone.
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