Wednesday, September 24, 2008
after going to school today, i came home, started doing physics, and i realized that i could hardly answer anything, i just could answer the questions properly. it was just all wrong, there were a few misinterpretations, afew careless mistakes here and there, but its just gone. i cant do it! and im just so sick of studying altogether. i was doing this thing, and had to wait for it to be done, then i realized that it was always because of someone else. i was rubbing off someone else. i was that girl, her friend, whats her name? kind of person. im invisible, i cannot be seen. i want to be left alone, i want to be ignored. its the best.
anyway, ive decided that my funeral will be open to only invited people. because not many people will attend anyway, so to make it look nice, ive decided that only some people are invited. will die not fulfilling my aspirations. u know why? because i cant even do normal easy physics, there is no way i can be an outstanding physicist and create me blackhole and kill people. but do u know how i will die? i will drown in my tears. good bye world.
10:32 PM
