Monday, February 16, 2009
today was quite horrible. i had difficulty breathing, and that is a horrible feeling. i mean mentally and physically. the air today was bad. it was humid and stale and horrible. i have too many things weighing me down. i cant take it! and its only february. what about the rest of the months. at first, i wasnt going to forfeit my sleep, but it seems that i HAVE TO, even if i dont want to. its not a choice. im tired, tired so tired.
just as the wounds on my knee was healing,
i stretched my leg,
it broke open.
i am gentling bring my knee closer back,
back to my body,
and you pour salt all over it,
no part was spared.
you poured salt over it.
8:17 PM