Thursday, June 23, 2011
fear: an unpleasant emotion caused by the belief that someone or something is dangerous, likely to cause pain, or a threat.
i feel none of the above but somethings stirring inside. it's making me nervous? like i said, i cant put my finger on that emotion. (low EQ. HAH!) all the questions start flooding my mind.
what if i:
- fall at a turn?
- forget to wave?
- start before the actual pass?
- dont have enough time to complete my first pass?
- fall over a buoy?!
thousands of people are gonna watch me embarrass myself. maybe the fear of being laughed at for falling (at a turn) is too great for my poor heart to take. SISSY PANTS.
i will sing a song and all will be okay.
'God will make a way, when there seems to be no way,
He works in ways we cannot see'
i hope to bring good news back. until then, let the pounding of my heart calm myself down.
1:48 PM
