Saturday, June 04, 2011
studying is tough. with what im doing now, you either do it or you dont, you either make it or you dont, you either say yes or no. LAW. people cringe at the sight of it. i guess my direction is pretty clear now, but is it a little late to realize? hopefully not. i'm faced with mixed feelings when i study my law modules. enjoyment and resentment. its enjoyable, it really is, but its so hard to understand. maybe im just not cut out for this kind of things. i guess i'd be better at a more hands on job, perhaps road sweeping. there issnt anything wrong with that, a legitimate job, keeps the place clean, whats wrong? in the public's eye however, a road sweeper/cleaner is beneath them. JUST BECAUSE they work in an office. JUST BECAUSE. what snobs! have you ever seen office workers look at the cleaners when they accidentally touch them? as if they have leprosy or some crazy disease. why not for a change thank them for clearing the plates some inconsiderate person didnt bother to clear? its nice to feel appreciated. in any case, im faced with a bunch of uncertainties that i really dont want to face. as it comes, as it goes.
laying in the sun and getting some peace,
i remember simplicity just as it is.
while the summer breeze brings me a kiss,
i remember simplicity just as it is.
as simple as that.
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